30 Days of Thanks... Life Lessons...

I have been through it all and I can say... Thank God I am alive. There have been many times I questioned why I was still on this earth..
I take each day and look at it as a purpose. I am not quite sure what purpose but it is worth seeing another day.
I learned so much about people, myself, and my faith daily..
I am thankful for every lesson learned..

30 Days of Thanks... My Friends who set me straight..

I know that I have been slacking a little..Life I tell you will hit you all kind of ways....
Well through my storms I have always had that one person that hears it all.. It is the ones that no matter where we are in life.. When our most life troubles hit us.. They are right there to keep me in order..

Bestest:

"Commonly known as a male who shows how much he cares about you, He's sweet and kind and a gentlemen. He's cute, and handsome and funny. He's intelligent active and all around an Amazing guy. He can be found as your bestfriend, or your greatest friend who would do anything for you."

Even though me and him have our bouts.. Even though I feel like sometimes I can strangle him.. (not really) This man is my everything.. He won't let me have my way.. I can be super mad at him, then once he call I forget why I am even mad at him.. I am still waiting on the LORD .. hehehe  Like he said to make our paths connect on another level. Yet he has been that friend that knows what I need when I need it.. When I am down, he cheers me up.. He tells me what I need to hear even when I don't want to hear it. 

sisterhood:

"A bond between two or more girls, not always related by blood. They always tell the truth, honor each other, and love each other like sisters. "

My Diva Lord knows when to put people in the right place at the right time.. She is my amazing Diva... We are synced on some many levels.. Her monthly is mine.. When she feels down, I am down... When we need to hit the road and turn up..  We do it.. I am glad that she is my friend.. Now we dont see much of each other as we once was.. I do know I can always pick up the phone and it brings a smile to my face.. She keeps me laughing.. She is my rock and my fam... 

A few others like Moni, Ambi, Kween, Kim,and Queen.. Y'all have been some supportive people in my life.. I thank you all.. I know that it seems that I have been so distant.. Not on purpose.. I am trying to grow up and not rely on others... I guess you can say.. I am trying to find myself..

30 Days of Thanks.. The words that I speak...

Just today I was told sometimes I might need to fall back.. Every word doesn't need to be said..

I never payed much attention to how my words affect others.. I just like to say how I feel.. Sometimes if I do say how I feel I go into a silence distant place.. 

I know sometimes I can be a little blunt. Even if I feel like things are going the way it should go I speak my peace..

Is that something wrong..?

I like to speak my truths...

I can't help it that others might perceive it to be cruel and harmful.. That is not my intention..

I am thankful for it though.. I might end up the world all alone and with no one.. I do know if that happens I spoke my peace..

30 Days of Thanks... My cooking abilities...

 

This is one of my plates... I started cooking when I was a little kid. I believe that I was around the age of 8.. See living with my mother and my grandmother.. My grandmother had real bad epilepsy.. She burned her hand to the bone one day and vowed never to get neat the stove anymore. Then if it was left up to my mom, we would ate bacon and eggs and fried chicken the rest of our lives.. I think that was the only thing she knew how to cook. 

My auntie and my cousin ann, were EXCELLENT cooks.. I learned from them.  Then when I got older.. I just started doing everything myself. 

I started collecting recipes and trying them out.. Then later on in life i started making up my own. 

Cooking makes me happy.. It is something that I know I am good at. 

One day I want to be able to start my own business.. I am no chef, yet I am a COOK.. 

I thank God everyday for this blessing...

30 Days of Thanks... Day 4 through 8...

I am sorry that I wasn't able to post other days.. I have been under the weather and you know Life.. It can get busy sometimes.. I don't even really have a main picture for this one.. It is a little bit of everything...

1st off I am THANKFUL for everything God has blessed me wit thus far.. I don't know what I would do without faith in him. He seems to always pull through when I think life has failed me.

I am thankful my job, even though it has been times I can't believe that I am still there. I get crapped on at times but I am thankful that I have been there long enough that I finally feel like I am appreciated

I am also thankful for my Real Friends... Not to confuse with my associates.. . The ones that know my everyday life is always a test.. The ones that know my struggle with my anxieties and issues with my mom. I can't trust everyone and I do have a hard time doing so. So those who are extremely close to me.. I am so thankful for them.

Then the last thing that I am most thankful for is my ability to still love with all the times love has totally knocked, slapped, and burned me.. I am still able to see that ONE DAY I will have that everlasting and that love that is perfect for me..

Day 3: Sense of Humor...

Some often say I am so silly. I guess I can say I agree with them..
 I love to laugh.. I love my sense of humor.. I am thankful for being that way.. Laughter is also my weakness.. I tend to always fall in love with someone who make me laugh.. You have to laugh, life without laughter is a boring and dull life..

So I say laugh and be happy...

Day 2: Family...

They are nuts and don't have a lick of sense..

I do Love them so.

My mom can work my nerves, make me laugh, have my back at any giving time.

It's mostly us at this moment. My auntie and uncles comes around some of the time.

I am closer to my moms side just cause I have always been around them.

My dad family is about bigger than my mom's. It's hard to keep up with them.

Family are your support system. 

When I hear folks saying that they don't have any family, it saddens me. 

I am glad we all stick together, even when we disagree with one another..

I am so Thankful for FAMILY

1st Day of Thanks.... My Life and What comes along with it..

I am Thankful for Life.. It has been a up and down one from the beginning. I just glad God sees it fit to keep me here. It give me a chance to try a do right.
Everyday is a new day to do something. Everyday is another day to be something. I have went through some trials and I have been through some of the roughest days imaginable. I still came out to be somewhat ok.. LOL
I learn that LIFE is what you make of it. Even though some days I feel like I don't want to get out of bed, I still push myself.
No matter what struggle may come I am not going to let that deter me. I will one day find the peace and happiness I feel is granted to me.. Until then I am going to keep living, loving, and laughing.. Life is a given. To live is a blessing..