Saturday, June 27, 2015

In my thoughts... This week in History..


Well Well Well.. This week has been so full of emotions and a lot of news..
Starting with this Flag issue and Woo Hoo to Bree Newsome.. I guess she is about tired of hearing about they flag as I am. 
I was highly upset that the focus was more on this flag than the 9 innocent lives that was taken by a terrorist.. 
Facebook showed me a couple of my friends acting all crazy about why they don't want their heritage taken away.. I had one go as far as say take away Black History Month if they take the flag down.. I had one talking about they aren't going to celebrate Martin Luther King day if the Flag is taken down. I tell you this thing has gotten out of hand. 
When they whole mess started I didn't see the point of the flag taken down. One is that it's will cause more problems here in the south (in my opinion) you know Racist Redneck will do a sneak attack.. Also that the flag has been flying this long it isn't going to change anything...
I had to delete so many people off my list because it was getting on my nerves the bickering..
Then seeing President Obama give the Eulogy at Senator Pickney's Funeral, was AMAZING!! I love it. Even if he can't sing a lick, it was still moving.. I don't care what other's say about that man, he is the 1st President in my lifetime that has showed so much Humanity.. I told my mother today we might not ever see again that much awesomeness in the White House again.. Then he had to say Nigger and people go in an uproar. He had to for that context.. People gonna be mad regardless..
Another good thing ObamaCare isn't going anywhere no time soon... I am glad of that because being unemployed right now, it's a life saver.. 
Then all HAYAL breaks loose when they legalized Gay Rights for all 50 states.. 
Facebook blows up again.. Every religious person came out of no where.. I am like this is the 1st time they ever said anything about religion. 

It's been a week.. of Historical Events I should say.. Just be careful and not get to distracted.. These events are just being distractions so we won't pay attention to the real issues.. I still pray for the families of the Charleston 9... 


Thursday, June 18, 2015

Prayers for Charleston SC... My heart is so heavy...


My Beloved City is in morning.. Since last night I been sick to my stomach. 
Someone so Evil and Hateful could so something so horrific... 
My prayers are with my friends and family affected by this in Charleston.. 
I hope they catch this suspect and alive..
#prayersforCharleston

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

The Baby is almost here... My weekend fun family time!



My cousin Maya is about to have baby Madison come next month.. So over the weekend we had her a Pink Lemonade Baby Shower.. It was great, stressful at first because of the prep.. It turned out awesome. Me in my costume was fun too.

I am waiting for Baby Madi because you all know I love the kids.. Me and my mom brought her tons over clothes and what nots., I already told her I want her every weekend that I am not doing anything. A baby is still something I want but I know I am at the age to where, it might not be possible. So I am ok with that now.. So I get to spoil other peoples babies.. LOL

Thankful for family and friends...

Monday, June 1, 2015

When the fight isn't worth fighting..


This is the year I turn 40.. Yea I have mention that a time or two already..
I am TIRED everyone.. So tired.. I feel like I am back in my 20's.. I am dealing with some many emotions right now. I am trying to remain positive and keep my head up. 
Over the weekend I was just debating how and why things are the way they are. 

I am not fighting anymore.. I am tired and I going to let things be as they are.. 
You can't save or be there for someone who don't see the wrong in their ways..


I can't believe...

 It has been this long since I last posted here. Nothing really has changed but my mentality.. I truly believe that I've gotten wiser an...