My Top songs of 2012...

As most you you all know.. I LOVE music... So I was TRYING to narrow down my top 12 songs of 2012... Well it didn't end up that way.. :( 

So here is my list!!

You will have to click the link to get the rest....

It is all funny to me...

I don't get it... I am so tired of it.. I even tried to IGNORE this... I am going on with my life... So why are you even in it... Why is what I do and say making you a little shaky... You think cause I have a bigger following and people like me... So you think I am talking about you.. 

You the one that did me wrong..  You are the one that one day Karma is going to burn up in your face. Are you afraid that everyone is going to find out your TRUE COLORS...  Nah, I am not like that.. People can see on their own... 

I woke up this morning with Snapback and Tattoos playing in my head... SO I wrote a rap...  When you read it  have that song in your head.. LOL

Talk Smack, Then F You!!!

Mahoganydymond 

2012

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you

I am too fly, I aint got time for that boo

I am better than that, I aint got time fool

you walking around thinking it is all about you..

You aint got shyt, so what's your problem boo...

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

Talk Smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

I am too fly, I aint got time for that boo...

I am better than that, I aint got time fool...

You mad cause I aint paying your btych ass any attention...

You know you fucked up, now you made that decision...

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

Talk Smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

I am too fly, I aint got time for that boo...

I am better than that, I aint got time fool...

I am a woman that got her own issues... What I do shouldn't even phase you..

All the time biting off others stats... Where's the orginal that is so wack...

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

Talk Smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

I am too fly, I aint got time for that boo...

I am better than that, I aint got time fool...

Now everytime I turn around you thinking I want you there....

Bytch please, there isn't anything thing I want from you, this I swear...

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

Talk Smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

I am to fly, I aint got time for that boo...

I am better than that, I aint got time fool...

My last straw is when you said, you didn't think it was important....

I thought into it and I gave it the rating of Fuck it... 

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

Talk Smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

I am to fly, I aint got time for that boo...

I am better than that, I aint got time fool...

Go on and do you boo, people already know you are such a trife... 

Just stop talking shyt and get up out my life... 

Talk smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

Talk Smack then fuck you, Talk smack then fuck you..

I am to fly, I aint got time for that boo...

I am better than that, I aint got time fool...

I am so silly sometimes... 

I am going to to a video...

30 Days of Musical Truth

Yes I will be at it again..... Whoot Whoot!! Music is apart of my everyday life.. So this challenge my be easy like the Erotic One... We shall see....
30 Days of Musical Truth Challenge:


In addition to Love, Truth, and Eroticism, Music is another one of those things that is universal.  Every where a person goes, you are guaranteed to hear some type of music.  What is music to some may be noise to someone else.  Songs can also relate to different points in a person's life.

This challenge seeks to draw out the connect between music and your experience.

Not stamping a month on it; I only ask for thirty days. Yes, you can choose more than one song if you cannot settle on just the one and describe why that particular song/songs.

Day 1.  Which song would serve as your introduction?  (to the world, blog reader, friends, this challenge)

Day 2.  Which song best describes your relationship with your immediate family (mother, father, siblings)?

Day 3.  Which song best describes your bond with your kids, significant other, or if you don’t have either one of those, your closest/best friend?

Day 4.  You’re on a date where the only highlight was the place he selected.

Day 5.  You’re out on a date you sense the final destination will be horizontal or on top. (winks)

Day 6.  Which song would represent the best sexual experience ever?  If you haven’t had it yet, one from your fantasies?

Day 7.  Which song would represent your worst sexual encounter?  If you haven’t had one yet, which song would play to represent if you had one?

Day 8.  It’s extremely hot or cold. 

Day 9.  Battling traffic to and from wherever you are headed.

Day 10.  Getting ready to go to work or looking for work.

Day 11.  You’re doing your workout routine or trying to get motivated to exercise. 

Day 12.  At work, you’re dealing with a customer , co-worker, or boss who pisses you off.  What song goes through your mind? (any stage of this engagement will do)

Day 13.  Your boss tells you that "your services are no longer needed."

Day 14.  You just experienced a death in the family.

Day 15.  You’re trying to decide which magazine to buy at the check lanes but you are clearly in line.  You are so busy checking out the titles that you don’t notice until it’s too late that someone cut in front of you .

Day 16.  The landlord wants his rent money; it’s day twenty and your money is going to be delayed for another ten days.

Day 17.  Someone has borrowed money from you and has been ducking and dodging you for weeks in regards to payback. 

Day 18.  You are having a very off day and just don’t want to be bothered.

Day 19.  Your child does something to violate your trust; what soundtrack would mark his/her Doomsday?

Day 20.  Someone is talking shit about you on the Internet (face book, my space, twitter, etc.)

Day 21.  Your worst breakup ever~what wound be the main song on the soundtrack?

Day 22.  The very people you thought would hold you down at your worst have abandoned you.

Day 23.  You were in a deep state of anxiety, fear, and depression but you are slowly but surely coming out of it.  What song marks your revival?

Day 24.  You are on a dream vacation.

Day 25.  You are about to indulge in your favorite food or drink to wind down.

Day 26.  You’re feeling your sexy; name that tune.

Day 27.  You’re getting cabin fever from being in the house and just want to get out for the night.  What’s your joint?

Day 28.  Someone who hurt you in the past comes back for a second chance.  Depending on your response, what’s the song?

Day 29.  Dedicational song to the person/people who always had your back?

30.  Compose your own song.  Describe the type of beat…or what song it would be similar to.  What would be the lyrics (of if its’ going to be an instrumental explain why).  What would be the title?  Also share what, if anything, you learned through this challenge.

Day 4~ Play another Slow Jam..

Day 4....Favorite Love Song and why....? The funny thing I don't just have one.. I will although list the song that me and my 1st Love listened to every night before bed. See I was in the 9th grade, and every night before I went to bed, we would listen to the quiet storm over the phone. So it seemed like clock work every night Regina Bell, "Baby Come to Me" would play.
He would sing the song and my heart would just melt. I was weak when it came to that song. Even now when I hear the song,  I think back when Love was so special and Innocent..

My Thoughts of Today.. Anthony Hamilton

Anthony Hamilton is one of my favorite Soul Singers of my time. His passion, voice, lyrics, and delivery makes my day. I tend to listen to him everyday.

So with his new album coming out, I had to do my dedication to this man. He is my idol next to Mary J. Blige.

He was born in my second home Charlotte North Carolina in 1971. You can hear his southern roots in all of his music. I hate that he don't get more recognition.

I have a long list of favorites from this man.. Charlene, I am a Mess, Do you Feel Me, and Comin' from where I come from... He also made a few guest appearances with other artist. My favorite one to date is the one with Keyshia Cole, Losing You.

When he first came on the scene with Nappy Roots, I was like who is that guy.. I have been hooked on him since. I got to see him in concert back in 2003. It was at a local night club here in Greenville. It was one of the best nights of my life.





Anthony Hamilton is the man.. If I ever get married, I want him to sing..

My Thought of Today... Tupac Amaru Shakur

Tupac Amaru Shakur

June 16th, 1973- September 13th, 1996


He was one of my favorite Rappers ever to lived. He is truly missed and I know that he is in a better place. I was wondering what kind of rapper would he have been if he was still alive. I know The War, Obama, and the high gas prices could have been mentioned.

I was upset the day I found out that he had been shot and in the hospital. I think I was literally depressed and sick when he had past away. I was off work and I could not eat or sleep for a week. Yea I was one of those fans.

I know that night me and my friend girl was on our way to the club. We heard on the radio that he had pasted. She had to pull the car over and stop. We both got out the car and cried. I was throwing up cause I could not believe that my future husband was dead. I thought this man could survive most anything. He been shot before and I knew he was going to make it out of this time. We ended coming back home and watching the news, listening to all his music, and tossing up a few drinks in his honor.

Then a few years later I went to Vegas. I had to see where he was shot. I also followed the path that they said Suge took to get Tupac some help. Well I didn't understand why it was all out of the way. I visited the hospital that he stayed in. I also talked to one of the women that was on call that night. She just said it was a sad moment for a lot of people.

I hate to see a person loose their life so early. I do know that Tupac lived a life that was bound to end sooner than later. I know went he teamed up with Death Row his lyrics really did change. I do know that from reading everything he ever wrote, and listening to his mother speak. Tupac was a smart, intelligent, and kind man.

His song How long will they mourn me.. It has been 12 years and I am still mourning...



In the Event of My Demise

By Tupac Shakur


In the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had Lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the shadow's Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from My eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the event of my Demise

My thought of Today...MC

I don't know if you all over here know much about this guy. I do know all my online friends have been here with me. It has been good times and not so good times when it came to this man. Just the other week I wrote a blog on my website about my Love Addiction.

I am seriously in love with him. I know that he loves me back. It is just at times I know I am the root to the problems. I have been one of those women who can be demanding in a relationship. I know that one day it is going to lead me to being alone for the rest of my life.

He deals with it and sometimes I don't even know why. I guess I have the good good. Well right now we aren't together, but we remain friends. Sometimes I think that is better for us. We get along more now, hehehehe..

There are so many reasons why I love this man. One of them is the fact that he actually listens to me. I can go on and on about something. He will know what I am talking about, he never tunes me out. He accepts me and my flaws. I have issues and he has dealt with them pretty good. Also he is like on of the best motivators when I feel bad.

Our problem is that we are too much alike. I am moody and so is he. Sometimes we can get on each other nerves. I mean LITERALLY. I am older than he is by 6 years. I can understand some of the stuff he says when he needs to explore life. He had a pretty sheltered life in a very small town. Me on the other hand have done almost anything you can name. I also have traveled many places and seen many things.

So at this time that we are apart we are going to see if we really want to be together for a life time. I made this playlist that makes me think of him.....










Know that I love you MC... If it is meant to be it will be...

My Thoughts of Today....Today's Hip Hop....

I am a music fan to my heart. Music tend to motivated and inspire me. If I am down and out, I put on one of my favorite songs and go with it. I know a lot of you have said that today's rap game is not as it used to be. I can so agree with you on that. Yet there are some people out there that has it going on. I can hear some of their songs and really like it. There are others that just needs to hang up there hats.

Well now a days a lot of them are not doing it for the love of it. It is mostly for the money and fame of it all. It is sad, because when I grew up with it had a meaning. It was all about getting a point across and for the love of Hip Hop. It was something that belonged to us. It was our fubu in the music industry.

Now it is everyone is trying to rap. You see rap on commercials and even in schools. The heavy metal bands are resorting to some type of rap. So when did rap really become commercialized? I think that it became that was when rappers started rapping about material things. You know the Gucci, the bling bling, and the Cars.

Once the makers of these items knew that they were going to profit from it. BOOM now rap is in the mainstream. We have a lot of rappers turning to it too. You know Diddy, LL, and 50 getting into all types of marketing deals. I guess they feel like me, rap is going to change again someday. So we need get into into else. I don't blame them one bit. It is all about money these days. Why not make a profit?

Now back to the music part of it. I miss those rap song about freedom, justices for all, and self empowerment. I was rocking Public Enemy, X Clan, even Tupac before Death Row. I think rap back then was fun, you could dance to almost any of them songs. They all had good meanings behind them.

Self Destruction stills need to be played today. I think our communities need it. Our young kids are still trying to make the quick dollar with drugs and guns. They want to be so much of the thug they see in the music industry. The parents need to be there and to tell their children it is just ENTERTAINMENT. Don't mock these guys they aren't doing half of the stuff they rap about.

Don't get me wrong I love Lil Wayne, Young Jeezy, and Rick Ross. They are very gifted in their own right. I could sit and listen to Young Jeezy all day if I had to. He is just one of the best rappers out there right now. He is just not getting the attention as he should. I know Lil Wayne is a powerhouse at this point. I give them their prompts where it is due.

I want more rappers to come out with something to guide us to a better direction for our people. Reach out to the youth in a postive way, like rappers of the past used to do. Still continue to give back to the communities in which you came from.

So you see today's Hip Hop isn't all that bad, it is just going into a different directions...

Stop the Violence and kick the Science (Technology)... We gonna need it...

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