He told me today that he lost his mother.. Something went through me. I know that me and him have had some rough patches. I know he is hurting..
He was a Momma's Boy... They talked everyday. If she didn't like something he didn't like it either. They was so close. Although she had 14 children. She was a mother that made sure ALL her CHILDREN was taken cared of. She also made sure all of them went to college and made something of themselves. So I respected the woman. She didn't think I was the right fit for her son in the beginning. After she noticed that I loved him unconditionally and knew I wanted the same from him. She begin to understand.
My prayers and thoughts go out to his family. I know how hard it is to loose someone very close. A person that raised you and nurtured you. When I lost my grandmother.. I thought the world was ending.... So I see him trying to be strong. I am putting all things aside now...
I am opening my arms wide. I am going to be there if he needs me. It will not mean that I am forgiving him for all the things he has done.. I am just being a friend that cares... I have to give him that.. We spent almost 7 years of our lives together....
