Everything is going well..

I thought about how I don't update much any more. I think Facebook has taking so much from the blogging community.

Me and the guy I started back seeing is still doing well. Like most relationships you have good and bad days. However he knows when I mean business lol. My birthday no to long passed and he treated me well. I was shocked but I was happy in the same token.  His birthday is in a few weeks and I am still trying to process as to what he is going to do or wants to do.

Mom is still hanging in there. It isn't as hard as it was in the beginning but still a little rough. She no longer walk so It is hard getting her around. I have came to grips about her life is changing and that this Dementia is a terminal illness.  It hurts because you never think you could live without your parents.

The Holiday season is fastly approaching and I truly don't know how to feel about it.  When I was decorating for fall last month I thought about how much LaShun (moms aide that died last year) helped me with my mom. I started crying.. Then once Christmas comes and knowing how much she loved Christmas, I don't know... She lost her life that day leaving my house and that day will forever be embedded in my mind.

Me and the man still trying to decide about what we are going to do in the future. He wants me to move in and I am still debating on that. I love my house but I also know that he isn't a fan of my town. He calls it country and I love the country lol.. I never been a city girl.

I hope all is well with each of you and until next time,... Take care..