In my thoughts... This week in History..

Well Well Well.. This week has been so full of emotions and a lot of news..

Starting with this Flag issue and Woo Hoo to Bree Newsome.. I guess she is about tired of hearing about they flag as I am. 

I was highly upset that the focus was more on this flag than the 9 innocent lives that was taken by a terrorist.. 

Facebook showed me a couple of my friends acting all crazy about why they don't want their heritage taken away.. I had one go as far as say take away Black History Month if they take the flag down.. I had one talking about they aren't going to celebrate Martin Luther King day if the Flag is taken down. I tell you this thing has gotten out of hand. 

When they whole mess started I didn't see the point of the flag taken down. One is that it's will cause more problems here in the south (in my opinion) you know Racist Redneck will do a sneak attack.. Also that the flag has been flying this long it isn't going to change anything...

I had to delete so many people off my list because it was getting on my nerves the bickering..

Then seeing President Obama give the Eulogy at Senator Pickney's Funeral, was AMAZING!! I love it. Even if he can't sing a lick, it was still moving.. I don't care what other's say about that man, he is the 1st President in my lifetime that has showed so much Humanity.. I told my mother today we might not ever see again that much awesomeness in the White House again.. Then he had to say Nigger and people go in an uproar. He had to for that context.. People gonna be mad regardless..

Another good thing ObamaCare isn't going anywhere no time soon... I am glad of that because being unemployed right now, it's a life saver.. 

Then all HAYAL breaks loose when they legalized Gay Rights for all 50 states.. 

Facebook blows up again.. Every religious person came out of no where.. I am like this is the 1st time they ever said anything about religion. 

It's been a week.. of Historical Events I should say.. Just be careful and not get to distracted.. These events are just being distractions so we won't pay attention to the real issues.. I still pray for the families of the Charleston 9... 

In My Thoughts: Social Unrest

We still having so many Black Men UNARMED being killed or shot at by Police or wanna be Cops.. It is like every time you turn on the News  there has been another person being killed by the Cops.. We never know when someone we Love will be murdered just by the act of  Racial Profiling.

There are so many families out here hurting because they lost someone in their lives through such.

Then you watch the News and see how some say that us as Black America bring it on ourselves. We have so much Black on Black crime in our community.. I heard somewhere a long time ago and I am not sure as to where.. "If you treat them like a savage beast, they will act as such".. How are these Young men suppose to feel? I have said before a lot of it does come from the environment in which they were raised, BUT the way some of the Cops patrol the neighborhoods, looking for trouble. I see how they act here and I live in a small town in South Carolina.. They call where all of us live Across the Tracks... They drive slow and stare at you like you done or about to do something.. The Ironic thing though, A lot of white people have moved over here now, CAUSE MORE HAVOC and you don't see the Cops riding by anymore.. They are over here a lot because either Me or a Neighbor is calling on them.. 

I want Fergerson to heal.. It is in my mind a Modern Day Rosewood. The town is never going to be the same and as of Last night 2 Cops were shot. So they are looking for the suspects (i betcha they will serve time for what they done). The city is in Ruins. I pray for them but I also see that a lot of the Black if they could will move out the city. Especially when you see that even the Police Department had so many Racist Emails and so forth. 

Like the song Michael Jackson had "They really don't care about us".. More and more I am starting to think this is to be true. Do they Hate us that much they want to get rid of us all. I pray that one day this world will all be called HUMANS that live in America. No more color categorizing. If we go back to the Early times of America, remember we were BROUGHT here against our will.. 

Then the Oklahoma University SAE Chant that has been bombarded the media as of late.  WOW! Is all I can say.. I wasn't upset about the Chorus more than I had been with the words in the lyrics.. The hanging from the tree... It made my blood boil.. Now the one leading the Chant apologized, but it really doesn't matter. They were saying that it was taught to them.. Ok if you know they words are hurtful and offensive, Why repeat it?

I believe we are in the days when there will never been Justice, Respect, Honor, and Love in this Country.. I will the word Hate never existed. 

I think I just need to be in my own little world.. I wish I had the ability to change the world.. 

Good Ole America Ways!! Where is the Justice!! Oh wait... There isnt any... Yesterday proved it...

February 2012 a young man was followed and killed to his death... July of 2013 the man that caused his murder, FREE... He was able to get a NOT GUILTY verdict... He also gets to have his gun that caused the death of 17 year of Trayvon Martin back in his possession.. Does it surprise me, NO! Does it hurt me, YES! The judicial system years on years haven't been fair...

After hearing about Trayvon's Death.. I was saddened that a young man lost his life.. I am saddened when any kid looses his/hers life... Children have the right to grow up and live there lives.. No one should take that away from them.. Trayvon lost his life because he was a Black Young Man. You can not tell me any different.. He was followed, hunted, and shot and all he had was some Tea and some Skittles.. WTF?

I didn't watch the trial because looking at his parents bared to much on my already emotional self... When I would see his parent talk to the media I would burst out in tears.. So I didn't want to see that any more.. I wanted to BELIEVE that NO ONE IN THERE RIGHT MIND WOULD FIND THIS MAN NOT GUILTY... Well 1st off having 6 jurors and not 12.. Have all women in which all were not mixed with different races... That to me was unfair in itself... Then to hear the defense say Trayvon cause his death.. WTF? Of course if a man was following me around while I am going home and approach me.. I AM GOING TO DEFEND MYSELF.. So if Trayvon attack this man, it was because he was in FEAR of his LIFE.. Why didn't George get in trouble for it..? The 911 dispatcher told him NOT to get out of his car.. The world we live in.. SMH..


So in today's society a BLACK MAN LIFE STILL HAS NO VALUE... It hurts to the core with me. Then everyone is talking about the Black on Black Crimes.. True in our community there are a lot of blacks killing blacks.. So in the white community, the Hispanic community, etc, etc.... This isn't the case at hand.. It is that a YOUNG BLACK MAN was being PROFILED as SUSPICIOUS...

I have always been FOR the PEOPLE.. I love my race and to see such disrespect toward us.. I SMH.. It has become top much for me.. I myself is trying to find peace and heal from this.. Last night after the verdict, I had to delete some people I once called my friend.. I've been waiting to do that because of the Hateful stuff he says about the President.. Then some of the hateful stuff he said last night.. I couldn't take no more.. His words shows me he is a BIGOT.. He is a evil, racist, asshole.. Then have the nerve to always smile, laugh, and hug me.. The same race of people you talk about are the same as me.. So it makes me to believe, in his eyes.. I AM A NIGGER TOO!!

So people are to stand.. Be more active in the community.. Get involved in the people you elected in to the local, state, and federal government.. I know even they can't be trusted but some way some how we can be more represented.. We need JUSTICE to become more morally correct than being depended on evidence..

I am going to continue to pray for Trayvon's Family... I don't know how they feel but to me it feels like I lost hope too.. I also pray for all the Black Families that had to deal with the death of a family member(s).. I also pray that BLACK MEN everywhere keep their heads up.. I want AMERICANS to unite and becoming more loving.. We got to make a difference.. We got to stop with the stereotypes, bigotry, the hate, and the judgement...

We need a better judicial system.. There need to be some improvements...

I am about sick with this State....

The old saying goes.. " Nothing Could be Finer than South Carolina"... Well I tell you that is a BOLD face lie. I don't know who in the hell invented this. At this present moment all hell is breaking loose in this state. I tell you this is going to be one interesting year as far as South Carolina goes...


First of all the Governors race is getting too OUT of hand.. The Democratic are not getting much air time.  I have yet to hear an add on tv.. Well I take that back, we have one I think his name is Sheenhan...I kinda like the dude. It seems that he would be ok as Governor.  See South Carolina is and has always been a Red State. So I already know a Republican is going to take the wheel.

This Nikki Haley There has been two men going around saying that she has slept with them. One says he has proof and the other one says he don't. Who knows, but she is sticking to her story. She says she has not been unfaithful to her husband. I am not to fond of her, basically cause she had Sarah Palin supporting her. They just rub me the wrong way.  It a lot of mug slinging back and forth when it comes to this campaign.
She is saying that it has a lot to do with the fact she is ahead in the polls. Our now Lt. Governor Andre Bauer is behind it all so she says..

I definitely don't want this man in office. First of all he is now the Lt. Governor. I wasn't a big fan of Mr. Sanford and I am not of him either. Mr, Bauer said something awhile back about comparing people on welfare to animals. Then he also has an ad that he was Tea Party before there was a Tea Party.

Why is it that the Republican Party main platform is Morals and Family Values with Christian undertones are the BIGGEST Bigots ever? I have not really got the point of that.. My family raised Christian (Baptist to be exact) and I was told never down a person. I swear this is all that they are doing. Then it is like they are blaming OBAMA for everything that is wrong with this country... How? He has not been in there that long to mess up anything.. I just don't get it.. I swear it is some underlying RACISM going on here.

My deepest Sympathies goes out to the Hill family *no relation I don't think*.. . Mattie Hill lost her son this week because of a hate crime. It happened in Newberry South Carolina. He was shot tied with a rope and dragged 11 miles under a truck by a white co worker. If it wasn't a hate crime still this should have not happened.  For my info on this story More on the story

See this stuff sickens me. I know this can happen anywhere. When will all of this end. I feel like crying right along with this family. No one deserves to loose a life over anything as petty for the color of ones skin. Even if a person makes you mad, still nothing to take a life over.