Day 4... Standing Still

Stand Still...
Still I Stand...
My Life is at Stand still..
I keep trying to move forward in life but all I do Stand here still..

The stillness of the night keeps my mind racing..
Its so hard to fall asleep... The thoughts are becoming to much..
I want to move forward but all I do is stand here still..

At times these walls are closing in on me.. I want to break free... I haven't figured out if it is my heart or my mind that keeping me at a Stand Still..

Day 4.. All I wanna do is Zoom Zoom.. "SHAKE YO RUMP!"

I have so MANY High School Memories.. 

I am going share my most EMBARRASSING one.. LOL

It was Junior/Senior Prom.. The night theme was "End of the Road"... 

Me and my girls all went alone and we all had on black gowns.. We knew we were cute because our Garters all had 93's on them.. 

The night started great we all went out to eat after leaving home and the millions of pictures we had to take.. TOO MANY DAMN pictures.. 

I know before prom my mom made sure she tripled stitched my split on my dress...

At the prom we dancing.. You know 93 had the BOMB ARSE music...Knocking Boots, Freak Me Baby... Yea that country hick school was playing the JAMZ...

One of the guys that I was crushing on the whole school year was there.. :) I was shocked but he was.. LOL

Rump Shaker came on... That was my jam so I get up and started dancing.. Booty Hop and dropping like it's hot... Then I felt something happened... I looked down... O~O My split tore all the way up to my hips.. Showing my black lace and all...  I was so embarrassed...  I went back to my table and sat down until the party was over.. I didn't even go down the senior walk to the song of The End Of The Road by Boyz II Men...

After I got out that building got to our Hotel Room and changed clothes.. Everything else was on and popping... I was better by the next day..