In My Thoughts: Social Unrest

We still having so many Black Men UNARMED being killed or shot at by Police or wanna be Cops.. It is like every time you turn on the News  there has been another person being killed by the Cops.. We never know when someone we Love will be murdered just by the act of  Racial Profiling.

There are so many families out here hurting because they lost someone in their lives through such.

Then you watch the News and see how some say that us as Black America bring it on ourselves. We have so much Black on Black crime in our community.. I heard somewhere a long time ago and I am not sure as to where.. "If you treat them like a savage beast, they will act as such".. How are these Young men suppose to feel? I have said before a lot of it does come from the environment in which they were raised, BUT the way some of the Cops patrol the neighborhoods, looking for trouble. I see how they act here and I live in a small town in South Carolina.. They call where all of us live Across the Tracks... They drive slow and stare at you like you done or about to do something.. The Ironic thing though, A lot of white people have moved over here now, CAUSE MORE HAVOC and you don't see the Cops riding by anymore.. They are over here a lot because either Me or a Neighbor is calling on them.. 

I want Fergerson to heal.. It is in my mind a Modern Day Rosewood. The town is never going to be the same and as of Last night 2 Cops were shot. So they are looking for the suspects (i betcha they will serve time for what they done). The city is in Ruins. I pray for them but I also see that a lot of the Black if they could will move out the city. Especially when you see that even the Police Department had so many Racist Emails and so forth. 

Like the song Michael Jackson had "They really don't care about us".. More and more I am starting to think this is to be true. Do they Hate us that much they want to get rid of us all. I pray that one day this world will all be called HUMANS that live in America. No more color categorizing. If we go back to the Early times of America, remember we were BROUGHT here against our will.. 

Then the Oklahoma University SAE Chant that has been bombarded the media as of late.  WOW! Is all I can say.. I wasn't upset about the Chorus more than I had been with the words in the lyrics.. The hanging from the tree... It made my blood boil.. Now the one leading the Chant apologized, but it really doesn't matter. They were saying that it was taught to them.. Ok if you know they words are hurtful and offensive, Why repeat it?

I believe we are in the days when there will never been Justice, Respect, Honor, and Love in this Country.. I will the word Hate never existed. 

I think I just need to be in my own little world.. I wish I had the ability to change the world.. 

Since some of the air has cleared... The Death of Mike Brown!

August 9th... The shots heard around the world..

Mike Brown lost his life by shots from a Police Officer... 

This has not been the 1st in America and I believe it will not be the last..

Police fear Black People especially the BLACK MALE.

The the media went frenzy, hate and bigotry showed it ugly head once again.. This time it was worst than the Trayvon case.. I think that was because Black America is starting to have enough of this.. This is no longer the early 1900's.. This become the new norm.. It shouldn't be this way.. When Mike Brown was killed, this was the 3 Black Male to be killed by the hands of the Police within the month. It made me think it was Kill a Nigger Season.. 

The topic of we kill each other so other see that we don't even care about ourselves.. I thought that was a bunch of crock.. This Black on Black killing is truly wrong.. I think that, yes something should be done about it.. Most of the time it is the product of the environment. Most of these black on black killings are in gangs, drug dealing, low income, and broken home areas.. America was built by US.. So we should have more self respect and pride in our race.. It was THEM teaching us the self hate and brainwashing us to believe we will never be good enough.. 

I do want to see a change in this COUNTRY... I want us to be able to not judge a book by the outside. All of us aren't thugs or trouble makers.. A few bad apples don't spoil the bunch.  I still don't know why more evidence hasn't came out.. It is almost a month now... A man can get killed on the side of the road and they will know whom,what, where, and the time it happened.. SO WHY IS IT TAKING SO LONG? 

I believe we should come together demand respect stand on 1 accord... 

We need God and the love of Jesus!! We need healing.. During the Civil Right movement... The people praised the Lord and everyone came together for the unjust... 

Good Ole America Ways!! Where is the Justice!! Oh wait... There isnt any... Yesterday proved it...

February 2012 a young man was followed and killed to his death... July of 2013 the man that caused his murder, FREE... He was able to get a NOT GUILTY verdict... He also gets to have his gun that caused the death of 17 year of Trayvon Martin back in his possession.. Does it surprise me, NO! Does it hurt me, YES! The judicial system years on years haven't been fair...

After hearing about Trayvon's Death.. I was saddened that a young man lost his life.. I am saddened when any kid looses his/hers life... Children have the right to grow up and live there lives.. No one should take that away from them.. Trayvon lost his life because he was a Black Young Man. You can not tell me any different.. He was followed, hunted, and shot and all he had was some Tea and some Skittles.. WTF?

I didn't watch the trial because looking at his parents bared to much on my already emotional self... When I would see his parent talk to the media I would burst out in tears.. So I didn't want to see that any more.. I wanted to BELIEVE that NO ONE IN THERE RIGHT MIND WOULD FIND THIS MAN NOT GUILTY... Well 1st off having 6 jurors and not 12.. Have all women in which all were not mixed with different races... That to me was unfair in itself... Then to hear the defense say Trayvon cause his death.. WTF? Of course if a man was following me around while I am going home and approach me.. I AM GOING TO DEFEND MYSELF.. So if Trayvon attack this man, it was because he was in FEAR of his LIFE.. Why didn't George get in trouble for it..? The 911 dispatcher told him NOT to get out of his car.. The world we live in.. SMH..


So in today's society a BLACK MAN LIFE STILL HAS NO VALUE... It hurts to the core with me. Then everyone is talking about the Black on Black Crimes.. True in our community there are a lot of blacks killing blacks.. So in the white community, the Hispanic community, etc, etc.... This isn't the case at hand.. It is that a YOUNG BLACK MAN was being PROFILED as SUSPICIOUS...

I have always been FOR the PEOPLE.. I love my race and to see such disrespect toward us.. I SMH.. It has become top much for me.. I myself is trying to find peace and heal from this.. Last night after the verdict, I had to delete some people I once called my friend.. I've been waiting to do that because of the Hateful stuff he says about the President.. Then some of the hateful stuff he said last night.. I couldn't take no more.. His words shows me he is a BIGOT.. He is a evil, racist, asshole.. Then have the nerve to always smile, laugh, and hug me.. The same race of people you talk about are the same as me.. So it makes me to believe, in his eyes.. I AM A NIGGER TOO!!

So people are to stand.. Be more active in the community.. Get involved in the people you elected in to the local, state, and federal government.. I know even they can't be trusted but some way some how we can be more represented.. We need JUSTICE to become more morally correct than being depended on evidence..

I am going to continue to pray for Trayvon's Family... I don't know how they feel but to me it feels like I lost hope too.. I also pray for all the Black Families that had to deal with the death of a family member(s).. I also pray that BLACK MEN everywhere keep their heads up.. I want AMERICANS to unite and becoming more loving.. We got to make a difference.. We got to stop with the stereotypes, bigotry, the hate, and the judgement...

We need a better judicial system.. There need to be some improvements...