Day 31.. Optional... It's OVER!

This challenge is now OVER... I enjoyed doing it but also  It was indeed STRESSFUL...

It was bringing up memories I really forgot about or to painful to write about..

I got to write on a daily basis.. Something that has been so hard for me to do over the last few years...

Now that it is over.. I am going to check up on others that did the challenge.. It was so hard for me to read everyone and comment.. (I DON'T LIKE THAT CODE)..  

That there was stressful in it's self..

Challenge is over, but I hope you all will continue to come around from time to time.. 

I might not write everyday, but I try my best to let you all know what's going on in my life..

The roller-coaster it is..

Thanks for letting me get to know a little about you all.. I also hope you enjoyed getting to know a little about me..

Until the next Challenge.. 

Forever MahoganyDymond

Day 30: The Day you most proudest of....

The Day I found my SELF-LOVE!!

It was a hard road.. I been through so much and could never figure out why..

I always doubted myself.. I didn't feel I was good enough..

I felt lack of love in all parts of my life.

I really would go into a deep depression and could never get out of it..

People would say they love me.. Then they left me..

People I fell in love with would walk away...

I was lonely.. VERY LONELY..

This where the part of the CATERER came in..

I would take care of people just so they would be there.. 

I was holding on to people who wasn't even worth the time of day.. 

I was so FREELY with my love..

I felt that I wasn't a important factor... 

Then after the break up with Cooper..

I went through a self evaluation..

I took time to FIND me..

I took the time to live and learn..

I STOPPED my Pattern.. 

I had a stumbling block (hence the ex)...

No more though..

I will NO LONGER put myself down..

I will NO LONGER allow someone make me feel less than..

I am the GREATNESS...

I am Perfect in my own way...

I am Smart...

I am a Wonderful human being

I am Beautiful...

I am Caring...

I am AWESOME...

No one can LOVE me the way I LOVE ME!!

I LOVE ME, MYSELF, & I...

On October 19th, 2013

I will be CELEBRATING ME!!!!!!

I've came a long way BABY!!

Day 29: What I do today..!!

I did absolutely NOTHING!!  I am still on my vacation.. I know when I go back to work I will have to deal with a bunch of bull.. So this time off has been to to NOTHING and that is what I did.. Yay!

Day 28: The 1st Fight...

I think that I already talked about this fight... Yet my mind is not so good.. So I am forgetful...

This fight was back when I was in middle school.. (yea the same school that had the riot)

I was a book worm.. I LOVED school (funny cause I hated college)..

The kids was showing out of the bus.. So The Bus Driver used me as an example...

"Why don't you all be more like Tracy?"

I was on the bus quiet and doing my homework. I didn't have time to put up with the other kids foolishness..

We get to our stop.. The bus drives off... I felt a hit in the back of the head..

So I turned around the girl said.. "You think you are better than us!!" Then turns to hit me again.. 

From that point.. I don't remember what happened.. When I got back tooo.. I was walking home...

By the time I get home my mother was on the phone with the girl's mother.. Her mother wanted to press charges on me.. I couldn't figure out why because I don't remember doing anything..

Then I had two of my friends come to my house and said I hurt girl really bad..

They said that I pulled off her shirt, drugged her across the sidewalk and beating her up against the tree.. 

I was blacked out the whole time...

They said I hurt her badly...

Then everyone at the bus stop and to this day.. They still talk about the fight..

When I saw her the next day.. She did look bad.. I tried to apologize but it never came.. It was her own fault.. Don't never pick on a quiet person..

Well I can say.. We are now Facebook friends.. lol

Day 27... Day after Day after Day!

Day 27th....a day in your life (explain an average day of yours)


Right now I am on vacation so I've been lazy.. hehehehe

My average day is getting up at 5 am and get ready for work... Get to work and ready to come home time I get there.. I get home around 3 in the afternoon..
I check my Facebook and my games.. I will take a nap around 5pm and wake up around 6 or 7... Cook dinner and then I eat... I take a shower.. I get back on Facebook and play my games.. Then around 10pm I go back to bed... So you see.. MY LIFE IS DULL...

Day 26: - the day someone left and never came back (not death related)

I don't think anyone has ever left me that I didn't want to get rid of...

I have stop talking to some people..
Some people stopped talking to me..

Was I sad.. No..

Have I talk to them since.. Yes..

Do you want them back in your life..

Not really...

Day 25... MY WEDDING DAY (the day you are currently planning for)

Yes I am getting married... It's been a dream of mine since I was a little girl.. I grew up being sorta of a home maker.. I have been ready to be the PERFECT WIFE... Well times have changed.. I have been in a few relationships that could have ended up in Marriage (years together).. 

My wedding day October 19th, 2013...

Its going to be a Burlesques Themed Wedding... 

The trick is.. "I AM MARRYING MYSELF"...

Yes I am walking down the isle to give myself my Wedding..

I can't wait... 

I have people picking on me and making the jokes "what if someone wants to marry you, you gonna divorce yourself".. Those people are iggnant!!

I planning a Candy Bar, Wine Bar, and a Tapas Bar...

I will have it set up like a Boudoir..

Red Black and Lace!! Candles, Pearls, and mirrors....

I am going all out.. I wanted my wedding before 40.. By gosh darn it.. I will...........

I am no longer waiting and holding my breath waiting on a man to fall in love with me and marry me.. 

I'll do my damn self...

Day 24... A Summer Memory...

Well since I don't do much during the summer because I work more...

I have a few memories.. 

I was wondering which one to write about cause I only have 2 one older and one not to long ago..

So I guess I will write about the one that happened in 2011..

This night was semi epic..

It was my sister's birthday..

If you all know me and my sister.. WE MAKE BIG DEALS about OUR BIRTHDAY'S..

Me her my cousin and her girlfriend at the time.. We went out to the club and SHUT IT DOWNNNNN!

I was toasted and I was looking Gothic too. LOL

Let's just say we all enjoyed ourselves very much.. Had a great time and we had money to blow..
We made sure that nothing was going to spoil that night and it didn't..

I was happy to see my sister happy..

So this is one of my most memorable summers..

Day 23... The day I became officially legal!!

I only remember bits and pieces... 

I trying to tell ya'll.. If it didn't hurt or make me extremely happy, I don't remember.. LOL

I do remember having a party at my house and my mother had left and went out.. 

It was 1996 and I was officially GROWN..

My mother's boyfriend at the time brought 4 cases of St. Ise (thug passion) y'all remember those?

I had a great time that night.. We partied you hear me.. I also had a HOUSEFUL.. A fight almost broke out because when my cousin gets drunk she would be ready to fight..I had to kick her out.. 

I passed out and all I remember is waking up with my mother screaming into my ear..

I don't know all she said, but I do know by the look she had.. 

SHE WASN'T HAPPY!! lol

Day 22: A memorable day with family..

When we get together it isn't a dull time.. So I don't really know what day stuck out more than the others..

I do know once it was my mothers Retirement Celebration and we all went to Charlotte to Celebrate.. 

It is another day I could talk about but this one was when the WHOLE family were together.. Meaning this was before Tim's death.. 

It was one of the last times we saw him at his happiness other than my 30th Birthday Party.. 

As always I was the cook and the bartender.. Plus I had Cooper right there by my side having a grand ole time.. We were drinking, laughing, and enjoying everything..

I have pictures somewhere but I am not sure where they are.. LOL

My auntie (my uncle's ex wife) her boyfriend got drunk.. I had him on the Tequila Shots.. A matter of fact it was 2 fingers.. LOL.. Every time we ran out.. He would send a NON DRUNK to go get some more of it.. He was like.. MAN, Tray that's good.. Give me another shot.. 

The funny part of the night was that my auntie don't drive at night, my cousins were drunk as HELL BENT... Then Mr. Evan's was also TORN UP from the shots.. He was like.. How we getting home? Then he fell asleep outside on the patio.. 

Tim was about gone himself and I was in the process of trying to sneak out and go back to Cooper's.. hehehee

Then one of my cousins got him before I did and they went to a club.. I was hotter than HOLY HELL...He knew I wanted time spent with him before going back to South Carolina.. We only got one weekend out of the month to see each other after he made the move to Charlotte..

Any hoo.. It was a great time with family.. Great food (and that deep fried catfish was AWESOME)... 

We got to spend time with family we don't get to see often.. We got to even see some that we haven't seen in years and thought was missing..

I was happy my mother's Retirement Party was a success and she enjoyed it.. She even ended up staying up there for a whole month.. 

I LOVE my Family...

Day 20 & 21!! I have nothing...

Day 20th....the most memorable day of your childhood NOTHING... I don't even remember...

Day 21st......the day you met your most recent/or last love.. I have nothing and I don't care to talk about it....

Day 19: My favorite Day of the Week...

My favorite day of the week is Sunday!! 

This day bring me peace.. I don't normally work.. 

On Sunday's I cook.. I cook a big meal..

Since cooking in my favorite I don't mind at all.. 

After I cook I normally rest and watch lifetime..

I wish that everyday was Sunday to be honest.. 

It's not Jesus day and the day of rest..

It is my day to collect my thoughts and be at ease..

Day 18th: The last day of your 1st Adult Job...

I am still there.. I haven't left.. I've been there for  years back in 1995 and I am still still hanging in there!!

Day 17: What Day you helped someone in a BIG way!!

 

I can't say what day... I am always helping someone.. 

I always tend to give my last and end up with nothing..

In which I don't mind helping someone who TRULY NEEDS it..

So I hope that all the folks I helped.

I hope they are blessed....!

Day 16: The day Tim was born....

I was only 8 years of age... He was born September 1st, 1983... I was so excited to hear that soon my lil baby cousin was born.. When I got home from school that day.. I was getting all my doll blankets and clothes ready for him.. He was with us majority of his childhood.. I always wanted him around.. He was my little baby doll... His cute cuddly self.. Always smiling and laughing at everything..

He was my pride and joy.. As he got older I always defended him even in his death.. I truly miss Timothy but I know he is constantly looking over me.. Life hasn't been the same without him and it will never be...

He was the laughter, the joy, and the sunshine of the family.. He had his ways and sometimes I could have choked him, but he was our sweetest joy... He was a lover of God and Loved by many.. He has very few enemies but friends everywhere..

He left this earth June 21st, 2006 fighting a battle with AIDS... This year would have been his 30th Birthday.. I will be celebrating his Birthday in which I do every year.. I love and miss you dearly Timothy Terrell Hill.. You are forever my baby and joy... Kisses!!

Day 15: Graduation Day!!

June 3rd, 1993...

I walked down the isle getting my High School Diploma.. 

I sheded a lot of tears cause I knew I had to finally get a job.. I wasn't ready for that.. LOL
That night after the graduation and my moms throwing a party.. Me and my Best Friend Q and my cousin CeCe (rest in peace)... We went out and got a room and went to the movies...

The premiere of Menace II Society came out..So we went to the movies... I really enjoyed the movie.. I've been hooked on it ever since.. It is like MY FAVORITE movie EVER... I enjoyed the movie more than I did my graduation... I ended up seeing the movie 12 times before it came to VHS and DVD... I had to stop counting how many times I've saw this movie.. Once it started coming on tv I will watch it every time.. I still watch it on dvd too..

So this is my graduation memory.. I fell in love with Tyrin Turner (Cane)..

Day 14... I don't want to see it coming...

I love my MOTHER... She is my friend, my mother, my reality..

So a day I never want to see is the day she leave this earth...

I might just have to follow her..

I wouldn't know what I will be able to do without her...

Day 13... A Christmas Memory...

I didn't have time to look for a pictures.... I have many but as I have gotten older it is just day for me to sleep without having to go to work..(blame retail)..

Besides spending time with family and me cooking a big morning breakfast.. It has been the same ole same..

Day 12.. A day I wish I can Take Back....

I saw this woman around Facebook.. We had some mutual friends.. Better yet I had seen her around my sister from time to time.. 

I was started getting poked a few days before I saw the red light on top of the people heads...  It took me a few days but I was like what the hell.. I got people on here that I am not friends with...  So I accepted.. GOT DAMN GOSH!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?  If I knew what I know now.. I wouldn't never  accepted that damn request...

I started get inbox notes.. I was like this woman is pretty cool.. I wasn't looking for anything.. I was just chilling and I was finally at my happy place in the single life.. So I had no worries...
We started hanging out.. I was having a great time.. One day I was asked to date her. I was kinda stand offish because for one SHE WASN'T MY TYPE.. I did like her as a person though.

I weighted all my options and I even chatted with my sister... Sis told me to be careful because she has a rep for not committing.. So I did.. But as time went on.. Things got deeper.. I felt that I was in the best relationship EVER.. I was being taken cared of.. I was being paid attention too.. I felt truly adorn..

It got too be so much I even told my mother about my relationship.. I stopped hanging around people I thought were my friends because of her.. *they didn't like the fact*.. I GAVE UP EVERYTHING for this woman.
Time passed and it was a new year.. Things started changing.. Her attitude and gratitude started changing.. Come to find out.. She went back to her ex.. (i dont think she ever stopped)... I was hurt, shaken, and devastated by her actions.. I settled, I gave up everything, and I told my secrets.. For what..? I blindsided love affair..

It is not 1 year since we broke up and I still am having issues with her.. I have tried to let go.. I have even went as far as letting her woman know what she has done to me.. It's like she won't let me be.. I did try just being her friend.. Then she started acting like we were still together.. Now I am trying to move on with my life..
So this is a day I wish I could take back.. That stupid friend request and all..

Day 11... A recurring Daydream...

Day 11 is what daydream you have often...

Me being a person who thinks and over analyze everything....

My daydreams vary...

I might think about my Prince Charming and it would be about what bill I have to pay next..

So I can't say I have a recurring one...

Day 10.. A Day I would love to Forget!! (maybe if it never happened.. I would be a different person)

May 30th 1997........ A day that I would like to forget.. This day still haunts me.. I still mourn over this over and over again... I feel if things would have went differently.. I would be a MOTHER!! I would have the child I have always dreamed of...

I wasn't feeling good.. It was a warm Saturday morning and I was laying it bed.. I normally slept in on mornings I had to close later..  My boyfriend at the time was going to work some over time.. I went to get up and fix his lunch to take with him..

BAM!! I falls to the floor in maaaaaaaaaajjjjjjjoooooooooooorrrrrrrrrr pain... I didn't know what to do.. I couldn't get up I couldn't even crawl or walk.. I screamed so loud my boyfriend ran in there to see what was the matter..  I called my mother and told her that I was having pains and I couldn't walk..
I didn't know what was wrong with me I was so scared.. I had 2 miscarriages before and I was really worried.. I was passed 6 months into my pregnancy so I knew I was going to have this baby.. I wanted it, I needed it, I was so in love with my baby..

See  I would sing Mary J Blige song You are everything every morning to my baby.. I would read every night to my baby.. I wanted this baby to know He was loved although my relationship with his father was a abusive one.. I would feel him move around when I read to him.. He would kick when he heard me sing.. I guess he didn't like my singing or he was dancing one.. hehehe

My mom told me to come over and stay with her for the day and call my job and tell them I wouldn't be into work.. I get to my moms.. My boyfriend had to carry me into the house.. I laid in my bed trying to calm down and stop crying.. I was so AFRAID.. I felt I was being torn in half...

I went to get up and adjust myself.. HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I screamed.. My mom, boyfriend, and his son came running into the house.. Water was everywhere.. My Water broke.. (face full of tears).. So he gets me into the car and I was still in pain and was rushed to the hospital..

What hurts so bad was they wouldn't let me see my child.. My mother got to see him.. My baby was DEAD.. (I am crying as I write this).. As I stated I have 2 miscarriages prior to this.. I was with child close to 7 and half months.. I heard his heart beat.. I saw the sex of the baby.. I felt the baby mooooooveeeeeeeee!! I had already named him.. Kahsey Hill-Haley Williams...

The news of me never being able to carry a baby full term rocked my world..  The news of I would never be able to have children have made me feel less than a woman.. I feel that God punished in a way that really sent gloom forever over my life..

I was in the hospital for weeks because I refused to eat.. I went into a deep depression that my mom had to get our pastor to pray over me.. I was ready to die.. I had nothing to live for.. I was worthless..
Time to time I think of my baby wishing I got to see him.. Hold him and love him... Only good thing that came out of all of it.. I had the strength to leave the abusive relationship after getting back on my feet.. I love you Kahsey!!

I wish that day never happened.. I hate I had to experience it..

Day 9... The Day I got Sucked in... (When I found the World Wide Web)

It was back in 1997.. I begged and begged my mother to help me get a computer..

I didn't know many that had one, but one of my co workers found him a boyfriend on some site..

So I was like hmmmmmmmmm!! 

My 1st computer was a built computer.. One of my mother's friends did that for a living..

That spring day I was automatically hooked.. I stop going places.. All I wanted to was sit at home and surf the net..

The 1st thing I got hooked on was porn.. I swear so much porn was EVERYWHERE.. Me being in lust with women that was the excellent get away for me. I know that I couldn't really act out or confess my lusting so this was HEAVEN to me. 

Then I found this site WBS it was on infoseek.. I was in the chat room African Americans...

This is where I found a friend for life. He was a writer, poet, and a graphic designer..

He was the one to inspire me to write out my feelings.. He was the one that showed me the tricks and trades of doing graphics.. My first short story was in his first web magazine.. I felt so accomplished.. He made me find myself.. To this day we are still cool friends.. 

Ever since 1997 I have been hand and hip to my computer (s)...

I've met some AWESOME people.. I am glad I was being persistent.. I can't live without it..

Day 8... What I wanna Be!!

I knew at the age of 9 what I wanted to be when I grew up... I wanted to be a cook/chef/caterer...

My love of food started when I knew my mother wasn't much of a cook.. My Auntie and My cousin across the street would cook and I LOVED it.. So I started watching them...

When I was in high school and I was taking home education.. My teacher was amazed on how well I worked the kitchen.. She was also thought it was funny that I toted around recipes.. I mean to this day I have rubber mates full of recipes.. This is how much I love to cook..

I feel that is where I shine.. People love my cooking.. I am deemed Memah or Dammmmmmm... It makes me feel good to know that something I am so passionate about others love it. I still have my dream alive and I am still working toward it.. I am and I will have my own restaurant.. 

If you ever take a look at my other blog.. Mahogany Cooks.. You will see I have a weird yet southern soul cooking.. 

Day 7... Day you found your Best Friend.... NOT

I don't think I ever had one... If it AINT Jesus.. Then I never came across one...

People that I thought were my BFF'S turned out to be liars, backstabbers, cheaters, and opportunists...

So NO I can not say the day I found my best friend... 

My mother is my only TRULY friend... God is my Best Bud in the world and I found them on the day I was born... 

Now don't get me wrong.. I do have some wonderful friends but those wonderful people I call FAMILY... 

Darn that was very easy.. I don't trust or put anything past anyone.. Had too many scars, pain, hurt, and let downs... So I keep my people I call family close...

Day 6... 1st Job Held.... I wasn't ready!!

I was a spoiled child.. I didn't never think I was until now.. I had it made.. :( to bad I can't have it my way and still be spoiled.. (I don't like working)... Anyhoo.. My 1st job was Arby's... My  cousin's girl friend was a manger there.. So my mom talked her into getting me a job.. I was 19 and i moved back home from Charlotte, NC and my mom thought it was time I started working...

She had me start on a freaking Saturday... I wasn't happy one bit and I was a told fuck up on my 1st day... She was getting mad at me.. Me being the little brat I was.. I didn't give a crap.. I didn't want to work in the 1st damn place.. When I got home... I was so HAPPY I was about to go out with my Girlfriend at the time.. She was proud I had a job.. She was complaining about me having too much time on my hands..  So working was ok if it was ok with her..

As time when on.. I became a shift manager... The funniest memory with that job.. This lady that worked next door.. She ordered a triple cheese melt sub.. Well I didn't think to put meat on it because it said triple cheese... She gets to bite her sub and it didn't have any roast beef.. She came back just a fussing.. "where is my meat ?"...I died laughing at her..

I quit that job after 8 months though.. I got tired of spending my weekends there.. I got tired of closing at 10 but couldn't leave until everyone else was done with their work.. I wasn't getting home until 12 or 1 in the morning and having to be at Greenville Tech at 7am... After I quite Arby's I didn't go back to work until a year later... March of 1995 I eneded up at Bi-lo and I have been there ever since...

Day 5.... Teenager's Love.... 1st Love...

This is a HARD one... I can't say if I was in love or not.. 

I am weird... 

I think I loved him.. Me and him are still friend's to this day.. 

I was 14 years of age when me and him first started talking. 

So this is all I really got to say about this.. We didn't get to spend much time together because he lived in the town over.. I didn't drive and neither did he.. We only saw each other on a few weekends and on holiday's... 

He is still a amazing friend and I will love him until I die...

Day 4.. All I wanna do is Zoom Zoom.. "SHAKE YO RUMP!"

I have so MANY High School Memories.. 

I am going share my most EMBARRASSING one.. LOL

It was Junior/Senior Prom.. The night theme was "End of the Road"... 

Me and my girls all went alone and we all had on black gowns.. We knew we were cute because our Garters all had 93's on them.. 

The night started great we all went out to eat after leaving home and the millions of pictures we had to take.. TOO MANY DAMN pictures.. 

I know before prom my mom made sure she tripled stitched my split on my dress...

At the prom we dancing.. You know 93 had the BOMB ARSE music...Knocking Boots, Freak Me Baby... Yea that country hick school was playing the JAMZ...

One of the guys that I was crushing on the whole school year was there.. :) I was shocked but he was.. LOL

Rump Shaker came on... That was my jam so I get up and started dancing.. Booty Hop and dropping like it's hot... Then I felt something happened... I looked down... O~O My split tore all the way up to my hips.. Showing my black lace and all...  I was so embarrassed...  I went back to my table and sat down until the party was over.. I didn't even go down the senior walk to the song of The End Of The Road by Boyz II Men...

After I got out that building got to our Hotel Room and changed clothes.. Everything else was on and popping... I was better by the next day.. 

Day 3... All things Black & White... A Middle School Memory

I guess when you bring kids together from different schools that might not ever been around each other before all HAYALS break loose. Well this is what happened when I was in "Middle School" back then they called it Jr High... 

I came from a school that was fairly mixed but other schools in my county wasn't... Although my Elementary was mostly Black Students (cause of the zoning and majority of all the students live on the other side of the tracks) "They call it Across the Hill"... 

It was thought 3 other Elementary school that didn't have a single Black child there.. 

I remember this day because we were called Nigger from left and right. Fights happened all day that day.. A fight even happened in my Homeroom.. It was the Chastain Brothers (i Believe)..

It started one morning we all hung out in the court yard before the Bell rings to start school.. "I HATE YOU NIGGER'S" then all of a sudden I saw everyone fighting... Then the teachers and stuff tried breaking things up.  I go into the school cause I didn't want any part of it.. I was trying to get a education lol.. 

 As I got near the door I saw my cousins stomping this guy so bad.. He looked a darn mess when they broke it up..  

They ended up getting suspended.. All parties did.. 

Gets into the class room about to get the day started...  One of the white guy's girl friend was talking about what happened and had a nerve to turn around and call me a Nigger.. I ignored her.. I don't remember what had happened but I know my teacher had to go out into the hall to talk to the principal.. By this time EPD had came to control the halls... The girl stands up once again and said.. Nigger you hear me talking to you.. Again I just looked at her.. By this time the everyone in class heard her.. So I saw one of the other students yank her from the back and the other black girl in class started beating her.. Then the boom here is another fight... In that class room it was only 6 blacks and the rest was white..  It was only 2 of us that were black girls.. The whole class was fighting except me... I had anger issues and I tried not to. I had already gotten into a fight the 1st of the school year and I couldn't get into trouble again.. Moms would have killed me.  The whole class got into trouble.. I was the only one who didn't because i never left my seat... 

That day it was a total of 6 fights... It all had to do with race.. SMH.. A set of brother's made the whole school on edge but in the end.. The ones they called Nigger's got the sweetest revenge.. Well me anyway.. Years later.. The girl that kept on calling me Nigger... She ended up marrying a Black Man (a friend of mine) and once she came into my job with her younger daughter back then and her daughter said.. Mommie, I wish she was my mother.. She is so pretty.. :) I felt like that was God's way of paying her back for all that mess she said back then...

Day 2..a day in elementary school.. Do Not Talk!!

The part that I do know about my childhood most of my memories was of school.. My teacher's and all.. I am not big on talking but to them.. They thought I was the one who always did.. People around me would talk but the teacher looks up and think it was me. I think they liked picking on me.. 

Well one day I remember having to stay after school until 4pm and write I MUST NOT TALK!! over and over and over.. She wanted 10 pages and she wanted it to be readable.. Now you know in 1st grade my writing wasnt the best because I was just learning.. Mrs Dean God Bless her soul... She had a handful when she had me in her class room because I wasn't gonna let that woman live this down..

I fought and fought.. I wasn't going to write that over and over.. I wasn't the one talking.. I wasn't gonna take the blame for it.. Well the bad thing.. My auntie worked at the school and my mother worked at another school.. So they knew my family.. :( SUCKED... 

I ended up having to write that stupid crap.. Then I was told if I get caught talking again I will have to stay after school every single day until I learn I must not talk it class.. Me being a smartie.. I was like.. Yea right.. So my mother came up with a solution with Mrs. Dean.. Just sit me in a corner no where near the other kids... She said maybe that will cease the talking..  You know what..? It didn't but it did stop me from getting in trouble.. 

Day 1... A Earliest Memory...

One of my earliest memories in which I rarely remember anything about my childhood.. I see the pictures and what not but what I remember is very vague..  I grew up early and started taking care of myself at a early age.. 

I do remember going to Six Flags every summer.. One of my family members would charter a bus and we all gather together and go there. It was fun but after awhile, I got tired of going.. My mother would always want to drag me along cause she chaperoned.. 

It was something to give us kids some type of reward for the summer. So I guess I tried to enjoy it.. You know me, I tend to be the debbie downer... A lot of my cousins would get mad at me.. I wouldn't ride anything.. I wouldn't play no games.. I just wanted to sit in one spot and hope no one talked to me. 

I remember one time my cousins had sneaked and got drunk. I new something wasn't right with those guys.. Well they ended up getting arrested and put in the SIX FLAGS jail (I didn't know they had that).. It was hilarious because all the adults chewed them out.. 

That was the last time they chartered a bus to go to Six Flags.. I was finally happy.. I didn't have to go anymore.. 

NEW BLOG CHALLENGE

#1- a day containing your earliest memory

#2-a day in elementary school

#3- a day in middle school

#4- a day in high school

#5- the day you first fell in love

#6- the day you first held a job

#7- the day you found your first best friend

#8- a day you realized what you wanted to do/be

#9- the day you discovered the Internet

#10- a day you'd rather forget

#11- a daydream you have often

#12- a day you wish you could do differently

#13- a Christmas Day memory

#14- the day you hate to see coming

#15- the day you graduated (choose any that you remember most)

#16- the day of a child's birth (family or close friends apply)

#17- a day where you helped someone in a big way

#18- the last day of your first adult job

#19- your favorite day of the week and why

#20- the most memorable day of your childhood

#21- the day you met your most recent/or last love

#22- a day with the family you'll never forget

#23- the day you turned 21

#24- a memorable summer day

#25- a day you're currently planning for

#26- the day someone left and never came back (not death related)

#27- a day in your life (explain an average day of yours)

#28- the day you had your first fight. why?

#29- what you were doing today

#30-your proudest day to date

#31- Bonus Day: Pick a day you haven't described and share