My Thoughts of Today... Oprah

I am one of those women who loves Oprah... I admire everything this woman does. I am just at the point to where I am upset with her. You know I started watching Oprah when she was Big Oprah. I even watched her when she was Little Oprah. So her weight is not my issues with her.

I see that she is making comments about being embarrassed that she gain some weight back. She don't like the way she let herself go. I am like huh? How can the Queen of Daytime and a Rich Bytch be embarrassed?

For one I think Oprah has a beautiful shape on her. Heck I would go crazy if I had her thighs, legs, and booty.. hehehhee... We as women do get upset when we gain weight. I think Oprah problem is the fact that she don't know how to dress her weight. Of course you gonna look humongous when you wear a poofy skirt or dress.

She is saying that she has an addiction to food. Well Oprah, I do too.. I love to cook and eat, yet I will never walk in life feeling embarrassed about my weight. I do get upset though. Sometimes I go on a diet just to remain in my clothes. I just don't think I would be all that mad at myself. Weight will never change the person you are.

It took me awhile to realize that. I used to be ashamed to go out of the house when I weighted over 200lbs. When I found out I was gaining more weight just because I was depressed.. I did something about it...

No matter what size you become Oprah.. I still love ya... Heck I just wish I look as good as you once I reach your age.. I hope that in time you will stop being so hard on yourself. Cause I still feel like you are a hottie... A Beautiful Black Woman with style, grace, and intelligence....

My Thoughts of Today... Weight Loss

I've been on this diet since June 30th of this year. I have lost a total of 41lbs. I have been slacking off just a tad. See last week was a busy week for me. I had 3 birthday parties and 1 of them were out of town. So I was only able to work out 1 day last week. We are now on Tuesday and I still haven't been able to work out.

I normally workout once I get off work that is around 5pm or 6pm. Well today I had every intention on working out. Then I had company and I didn't want to be rude with them. Then I had to cook dinner and so forth. So I put it off again.

I am very afraid that I have gained some weight back. I know it wouldn't be that much, but the idea that I haven't worked out. I also did a little over eating the past weekend. While I was in Charlotte North Carolina with family. We all celebrate with food and good food to be exact.

So this is what has been heavy on my mind the last few days. I have came so far with so much will power. Now I am starting to see I am giving up a little hope. My goal was to be 144lbs before my birthday. My birthday on October 15th.. I am weighting in @ 195. So I know those 50lb is not going to come off in 3 weeks. So I am a little depressed...