30 Days of Thanks... Day 4 through 8...

I am sorry that I wasn't able to post other days.. I have been under the weather and you know Life.. It can get busy sometimes.. I don't even really have a main picture for this one.. It is a little bit of everything...

1st off I am THANKFUL for everything God has blessed me wit thus far.. I don't know what I would do without faith in him. He seems to always pull through when I think life has failed me.

I am thankful my job, even though it has been times I can't believe that I am still there. I get crapped on at times but I am thankful that I have been there long enough that I finally feel like I am appreciated

I am also thankful for my Real Friends... Not to confuse with my associates.. . The ones that know my everyday life is always a test.. The ones that know my struggle with my anxieties and issues with my mom. I can't trust everyone and I do have a hard time doing so. So those who are extremely close to me.. I am so thankful for them.

Then the last thing that I am most thankful for is my ability to still love with all the times love has totally knocked, slapped, and burned me.. I am still able to see that ONE DAY I will have that everlasting and that love that is perfect for me..

Day 6... The Song I sing....

When we are together there is a sparkle in my eye..

You are the reason I feel warm all inside..

The Passion between us cannot be denied..

Our chemistry is one of a kind..

Every waking moment is a blessing.. 

This is why I sing a Song of  love that can relate to you and I...

Day 6... 1st Job Held.... I wasn't ready!!

I was a spoiled child.. I didn't never think I was until now.. I had it made.. :( to bad I can't have it my way and still be spoiled.. (I don't like working)... Anyhoo.. My 1st job was Arby's... My  cousin's girl friend was a manger there.. So my mom talked her into getting me a job.. I was 19 and i moved back home from Charlotte, NC and my mom thought it was time I started working...

She had me start on a freaking Saturday... I wasn't happy one bit and I was a told fuck up on my 1st day... She was getting mad at me.. Me being the little brat I was.. I didn't give a crap.. I didn't want to work in the 1st damn place.. When I got home... I was so HAPPY I was about to go out with my Girlfriend at the time.. She was proud I had a job.. She was complaining about me having too much time on my hands..  So working was ok if it was ok with her..

As time when on.. I became a shift manager... The funniest memory with that job.. This lady that worked next door.. She ordered a triple cheese melt sub.. Well I didn't think to put meat on it because it said triple cheese... She gets to bite her sub and it didn't have any roast beef.. She came back just a fussing.. "where is my meat ?"...I died laughing at her..

I quit that job after 8 months though.. I got tired of spending my weekends there.. I got tired of closing at 10 but couldn't leave until everyone else was done with their work.. I wasn't getting home until 12 or 1 in the morning and having to be at Greenville Tech at 7am... After I quite Arby's I didn't go back to work until a year later... March of 1995 I eneded up at Bi-lo and I have been there ever since...