The World we Live in.. The sign of the Times in America..

It seems as of late the Police has been on a roll. It's been going on for years now but it has taken a tole now. Just this year it seems that every time you turn on the news the Police has killed an unarmed Black man. Then the don't get charged with the murder. I tell you these cops are something else.

Just Friday night the shot a White Guy 10 times in Hollywood.. 

I just want to know when Enough is going to be Enough.. 

They are trained to disarm people without excessive force. So why are they so quick to pull the trigger now a days.. They aren't screening these people before the academy.

The Cop that killed that young boy in Ohio was once fired from one Police Department because he was deemed unfit to be a cop. So how did he manage to get another job.. That goes also for the Cop that kill Mike Brown, wasn't he fired from another department because of his racists views..

I pray for the world we live in. It's like when we (blacks) stand up for the injustice then some of our white counter parts think we are being racists and we are bringing out the race card. It irks me so much. Some want us not to say anything and push it under the rug.. Well I know for one, that is the problem.. We keep so bottled inside that it will continue to happen if we don't Stand Up..

Then the Black on Black crime deboggle. It doesn't have anything to do with this cause. We are taught by media and other races that we are animals and etc etc.. We are taught to hate ourselves and kill before being killed. It's sad but that is the reality of it all. Its the way they are raised and most of the time it is their environment that causes this.. It doesn't give the right for others to think that our lives doesn't matter.  There are plenty White on White crimes.. It's on the news all the time.. Especially when the family is in outs.. I see it everyday on the ID Channel, don't see anyone labeling them. 

We all watched that heart wrecking video of the attack on Mr Gardner.. I can't breathe..I can't breathe. Then one cop putting his knee on that man's head. It was so hurting to watch. The cop once again wasn't indicted. He although unlike the other cop apologized. I give my hats off to Mrs. Gardner.. I can't imagine how she feels.. I see that she didn't accept the cops apology, but do you blame her. When they heard he couldn't breathe they should have stopped..

When will this stop.. These crimes that they are alleged to have done is not worth their lives.. It doesn't make a bit of sense to me. We all got to know our rights and do something about this.. Police I respect them but there are some bad ones that takes their power and run with it.. 

It's like we need police to police the police....

30 Days of Thanks... Life Lessons...

I have been through it all and I can say... Thank God I am alive. There have been many times I questioned why I was still on this earth..
I take each day and look at it as a purpose. I am not quite sure what purpose but it is worth seeing another day.
I learned so much about people, myself, and my faith daily..
I am thankful for every lesson learned..

30 Days of Thanks... My Friends who set me straight..

I know that I have been slacking a little..Life I tell you will hit you all kind of ways....
Well through my storms I have always had that one person that hears it all.. It is the ones that no matter where we are in life.. When our most life troubles hit us.. They are right there to keep me in order..

Bestest:

"Commonly known as a male who shows how much he cares about you, He's sweet and kind and a gentlemen. He's cute, and handsome and funny. He's intelligent active and all around an Amazing guy. He can be found as your bestfriend, or your greatest friend who would do anything for you."

Even though me and him have our bouts.. Even though I feel like sometimes I can strangle him.. (not really) This man is my everything.. He won't let me have my way.. I can be super mad at him, then once he call I forget why I am even mad at him.. I am still waiting on the LORD .. hehehe  Like he said to make our paths connect on another level. Yet he has been that friend that knows what I need when I need it.. When I am down, he cheers me up.. He tells me what I need to hear even when I don't want to hear it. 

sisterhood:

"A bond between two or more girls, not always related by blood. They always tell the truth, honor each other, and love each other like sisters. "

My Diva Lord knows when to put people in the right place at the right time.. She is my amazing Diva... We are synced on some many levels.. Her monthly is mine.. When she feels down, I am down... When we need to hit the road and turn up..  We do it.. I am glad that she is my friend.. Now we dont see much of each other as we once was.. I do know I can always pick up the phone and it brings a smile to my face.. She keeps me laughing.. She is my rock and my fam... 

A few others like Moni, Ambi, Kween, Kim,and Queen.. Y'all have been some supportive people in my life.. I thank you all.. I know that it seems that I have been so distant.. Not on purpose.. I am trying to grow up and not rely on others... I guess you can say.. I am trying to find myself..

30 Days of Thanks.. The words that I speak...

Just today I was told sometimes I might need to fall back.. Every word doesn't need to be said..

I never payed much attention to how my words affect others.. I just like to say how I feel.. Sometimes if I do say how I feel I go into a silence distant place.. 

I know sometimes I can be a little blunt. Even if I feel like things are going the way it should go I speak my peace..

Is that something wrong..?

I like to speak my truths...

I can't help it that others might perceive it to be cruel and harmful.. That is not my intention..

I am thankful for it though.. I might end up the world all alone and with no one.. I do know if that happens I spoke my peace..

30 Days of Thanks... My cooking abilities...

 

This is one of my plates... I started cooking when I was a little kid. I believe that I was around the age of 8.. See living with my mother and my grandmother.. My grandmother had real bad epilepsy.. She burned her hand to the bone one day and vowed never to get neat the stove anymore. Then if it was left up to my mom, we would ate bacon and eggs and fried chicken the rest of our lives.. I think that was the only thing she knew how to cook. 

My auntie and my cousin ann, were EXCELLENT cooks.. I learned from them.  Then when I got older.. I just started doing everything myself. 

I started collecting recipes and trying them out.. Then later on in life i started making up my own. 

Cooking makes me happy.. It is something that I know I am good at. 

One day I want to be able to start my own business.. I am no chef, yet I am a COOK.. 

I thank God everyday for this blessing...

30 Days of Thanks... Day 4 through 8...

I am sorry that I wasn't able to post other days.. I have been under the weather and you know Life.. It can get busy sometimes.. I don't even really have a main picture for this one.. It is a little bit of everything...

1st off I am THANKFUL for everything God has blessed me wit thus far.. I don't know what I would do without faith in him. He seems to always pull through when I think life has failed me.

I am thankful my job, even though it has been times I can't believe that I am still there. I get crapped on at times but I am thankful that I have been there long enough that I finally feel like I am appreciated

I am also thankful for my Real Friends... Not to confuse with my associates.. . The ones that know my everyday life is always a test.. The ones that know my struggle with my anxieties and issues with my mom. I can't trust everyone and I do have a hard time doing so. So those who are extremely close to me.. I am so thankful for them.

Then the last thing that I am most thankful for is my ability to still love with all the times love has totally knocked, slapped, and burned me.. I am still able to see that ONE DAY I will have that everlasting and that love that is perfect for me..

Day 3: Sense of Humor...

Some often say I am so silly. I guess I can say I agree with them..
 I love to laugh.. I love my sense of humor.. I am thankful for being that way.. Laughter is also my weakness.. I tend to always fall in love with someone who make me laugh.. You have to laugh, life without laughter is a boring and dull life..

So I say laugh and be happy...