In the kNOW!!!

I had some free time and I felt like writing a little bit.. I have been a little busy as of late... I don't have much time to do anything else.. Can you believe it... I don't play my FB games much either... I know that comes to a total shocker for some..

I come here a lot to talk about my relationships, friendships, and my bouts of depression... I can say now.. I BELIEVE that all is coming to an end.. I think I found my SOUL MATE!! She is so wonderful..  Have you just ever came across a person that is such a joy to be around? She makes me Laugh... She thinks about me all the time.. She puts me first.. She takes care of my needs and wants... With her I never have to worry about anything.. I never thought that it would come to this.. She is everything I've wanted all along..

Over the last month though.. I have lost some friends behind my relationship.. I even have some people NOT HAPPY what so ever for me.  Just this past weekend.. An ex, wanted me to do him a favor.. I was out of town with S.O.S. I didn't jump like I normally do.. Why should I anyway? Well he goes on into a tangent.. He  was mad cause I wouldn't stop what I was doing. Come back home and do his favor.. It angered him so much to the point.. He blasted me on his Facebook wall.. Then he deleted me after I sent him a message.. I was like this fool.. Then MC threaten me. I just don't get it... Like the old saying goes... "You didn't want me, when you had me... "

I know this is a test to see how strong I can be.. There are going to be sticks and stones thrown my way.. I am going to loose people in my life. I am even going to be judged by my peers and strangers.. I am willing to walk this alone, if no one else will be there beside me.. My life has CHANGED so much.. I am finally LIVING it...

I am loving my life.. I am finally happy with a relationship.. I am going to keep on being happy too...