I am not ready for this.. Not what so ever... Around the holiday's I know that I am with family but sometimes that get so over whelming for me. I do all the cooking (in which I don't mind) but I do all this and wonder why..
Then the Holiday's is also when I go into DEEEEEEEEEEP depression.. I guess more so around Christmas.. I think Christmas is for kids and I don't have any.. It is also lonely around that time because people that are in LOVE do the IN LOVE stuff and gifts.. I normally give to friends, their kids, and my family.. I rarely get anything in return, I don't mind that.. I am just getting tired of hearing "What you get for Christmas'? In return I have to say.. I got love of family and friends..
I want every one to have a safe, joyous, and blessed Holiday.. So I go out of my way to make sure I help them have such. This year is going to be iffy anyway.. I am not sure how I want to spend this year.. I will be working my arse off I know that.. LOL
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