The older I get...

I am at the point that I have no time for nonsense.. I have been that way before but it's getting to the point where I can't tolerate nothing anymore. If it rubs me the wrong way, I either react or walk off.. 

See with everything I am going through I can't afford to deal with certain things. 

So when folks have tried to get me off focus.. I have to cut them off. I know it seems mean, knowing the person that I am.

In other news.. Me being single is starting to weight heavy on me.. Not, in the sense where I want a relationship, but the chances of being in one is slim to none. I don't mind being single. I just didn't think at this age I will still be single. Yes, I have the companionship of my Bestest.. It is just not what I desire. I want to be the sunshine in someone's life. The town I live in as I stated before, they are mostly family or they date outside of their race. Being a brown girl in my town it's hard to find a man who isn't family or date within the brown race.  So you go to near by towns and guess what, they are either your cousin or someone you know once dated them.. Give me a Break.. lol My friends tell me to date outside my race and I JUST CAN'T... I am not attracted to anyone who isn't black,.. I am not into trying to blend cultures.. I know I am what you call Pro Black and I love my race. I love everything about my race.. Yes I can be friendly and what not.. I can go hang out and drink and dance.. I want that Black Love..

I really don't want to become that grumpy old woman.. LOL