Tuesday, October 17, 2017

I am now 42 years old...

Nothing has changed.. Another year... I got to celebrate my birthday this weekend with my cousins.. We had a great time however I felt the age kicking in... I just really wanted to stay at home and have drinks.
I decided that this year that I am going to give up on making wishes.. For 15 yr I made the same wish every birthday.  Nothing has happened so I don't have to energy to make the same wish anymore.

It's seems like my purpose in life doesn't involved being loved by someone.
I was put here to be here for my mother. To look after her and make sure she is doing well.
I really don't have the time and energy to meet someone..
However time will tell just not pressing it anymore..

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