Day 23.. Sit.. Cracks the whip.. Sit... Good Boy...Now do what Madame tells you..

Day 23. Dom/Sub… sexy or just an excuse for men or women to abuse?


I don't think that is the whole thing for them to be abusive or what not.. You have to trust the person you are with to be in that type of lifestyle.. 


I think it is SO FREAKING sexy.. I love the darkside.. I am attracted to the GOTH type of female anyway.. The fishnets stockings, the tight corsets, the 4 inch heels........  SEXY.. I love the take charge GIRL POWER...  


As I stated before I always dress that way for Halloween... So it might be something in my deep deep conscience that I was one in my former life.. So yea I think it is sexy... 
I can see myself now.. Dressed in my attire.. Get a person who is willing and brings out the whip and tell them to sit and lick my toes.. Leading them with a dog chain and making them obey their master.. whewwwwwwwwwww...




Now I am singing Fishnets Black Pantyhose.. Thick legs.. that show through those holes.. :)

Day 22... You Send me Swanging...

Day 22 Swinging… your thoughts…

Swing-er (swngr)

n.

1. One that swings: a good swinger of baseball bats.

2. Slang

a. A person who actively seeks excitement and moves with the latest trends.

b. A person who engages freely in promiscuous sex.

c. A member of a couple, especially a married couple, who exchanges sexual partners.

I've thought about it once or twice in my life. Although there have been times I was put into a situation that could be considered Swinging..  I never thought of myself as being a "SWINGER"... 


I think being the type of "FREE SPIRIT" that I am maybe I would fit right into that lifestyle. I do though have my morals and my standards. I don't think that I can go to the parties and  the clubs.. I think if I was in a marriage  I think that would be just one of the couple that we would get together  EVERY BLUE MOON... It wouldn't be when ever they felt like it.. 


I remember when me and my cousin was dating friends. We would get rooms together. Her man would always say "SWITCH" and I would tell my boyfriend.. HELL to the NO.. I am not about to SEX her BOYFRIEND.. Cause I knew that wouldn't have a good outcome. I was secure, but I know how she worked and think. So I wasn't about to break that family bond.. Plus I was NO WAY near attracted to him. 


So my thoughts on Swinging.. Maybe it is cool.. It all depends on the person and how you interact with the person.. I will not live that lifestyle though.. I think it would be too much stress... I have enough I am dealing with than to be dealing with that other stuff...

Day 21.... Music to get you in the MOOD....... "SEX ME BABY"

Day 21..Make a music playlist you would like to get busy to …(name of artist, title of song, why you choose it)

1. R Kelly- Imagine That.. It always gets me in the mood... NO MATTER WHAT!!!
2. R Kelly-Zoo... As you can see R Kelly is my Favorite Man...
3. R Kelly- Sex Me... Isn't that what it is all about...
4. RaAb- Foreplay... This song was a GREAT old skool classic for getting to the point...
5. Intro- Come Inside extended mix... I LOVE this group and the song.. Great for getting me started...
6. Marsha Ambrosius- Your Hands.. This song is my NEW FAV.. I want to feel their hands all over me...
7. Raheem Devaughn- She Single.. I don't know but after seeing the video.. I been imagining him all over me.. lol
8. Floetry- Getting Late.. It is something about those women voices that take me to another place.. So soothing..
9. Prince- Do me Baby... I think Prince is the KING of Erotica.. Love it..
10. D'Angelo- How Does it Feel... I can hear him now asking me...
11. Alicia Keys- UnThinkable.. Now this was me and HEAVEN'S get it on song.. I love it...
12. Beyonnce- Speachless... I want both of us to walk out of there SPEECHLESS...
    13. Kelly Rowland... Motivation.. Imma MOTIVATE this person to bring out their freaky side..
    
    

So this is part of my List... I can't put all my songs up.. It would be a book. LOL

I already made a 12 CD's named ironically.. “SEX ME”  

Day 20.... Ooops oh My...

Day 20..Tell a story of your most embarrassing sexual experience..




Hmmmmmmmmm... I really don't have any too embarrassing moments in sex... Heck shyt happens... I will tell you a story that now I laugh about.. Also some are kinda enjoyed it...


We were chilling at my BF house.. We used to have nights planned out where we all get together and do things.. Like Taco Night, Wing Night, etc... 


Well one night our usual group of friends got together to have a few drinks and eat Tacos.. One of my friends got SLOPPY drunk.. I mean BLASTED out her mind.. I wasn't to far from it either... 
It was her first time hanging out with us as far as our signature nights.. 


She was our personal entertainer.. She was dancing up on everyone, she was groping me.. I was looking at her sideways but didn't think to much into it.. Well she was feeling woozy and wanted me to show her where she can lay down to regroup herself.. So I took her up to my cousin's bedroom.. I was laying her down and BOOM.. She got all aggressive and what not.. I was stunned but didn't back down.. I don't think she woulda took a NO anyway.. Let's just say the SHYT FELT good.. THE SHYT was AWESOME... So me being the person that I am.. I couldn't be silent..  I think the neighbors, the people outside, and those who was downstairs heard the whole thing.. 
Well I started seeing lights flashing... How about two of my friend's boyfriends done came into the room? Snapping pictures and what not.. I don't think that got anything because went I saw that door open.. I JUMP THE HELL UP..   I think she was mostly embarrassed more than me.. I know how those fools are.. They always somewhere trying to see something.. Nosy asses.. They said they  heard my moaning and yelling.. They wanted to know what the hell was going on...

Day 19.. Shower Me with your Cum....

Day 19..Bukkake? your thoughts.


When Joy was asking for ideas on this whole Blogging Challenge.. I brought this topic up... Yea I am silly like that.. I did it in a way to be funny.. Yet in the back of my mind I was really interested...


Anyway, for a long time I would see porn and see women love this type of thing. I found out what it meant then I started to wonder.. It was something that in the some of the Asian culture (which you all know I love me some Asians)... What I read was that was something that a father setup when his daughter lost her virginity.. The father would be so called ashamed of his daughter and she was considered to be DAMAGED goods. He would have her out in public and have the local men Bukkake over her face... 


Then in the early 70's it was a BIG thing in Japanese Porn. It later spread to American Porn..  Don't get me wrong, I do think it is sorta of a turn on.. Cause of the faces that the women make when they are getting squirted... 

I not so like it for myself.. I used to want to see, then one day.. As I was giving head to MC he didn't want me to swallow his cum.. That SHYT got on to my face.. For some reason he started slapping my face with his DICK...I became DISGUSTED... I don't know why, but I wanted to slap his ass with my fist.. LOL Later on that night, I told him never do that shyt again.. I was totally pissed and I felt slutty... SO that has never happened again.. It will not happen again either... I am so over that fetish. 

Day 18.. You, Me, and He...

Day 18...Tell a sexual triangle short story...


I really care about M... He is a really nice guy and I admire his drive of life.. C is the one that does it for me.. He makes feel good all over...


See M is the man that can provide, work hard, and has goals in life.. C is the thuggish, bang that ass, then leaves...   I know he isn't the man for me. He even said himself that he isn't the man for me.. So I don't know how to let go of him.. On those nights when M works late.. I need to feel him inside of me. 


So let me tell you, How I lost both....


It was one night that M called and said he was going to be working really late.. Normally when M work late it is about 3 am when he comes home.
Since I have been in the house all day horny as I could be.. I needed to get off.. So I made my call to C.. I think he was excited cause it has been weeks since I last saw him.. He told me that he would be there after he made a few runs...  
C got their around 10.. I was at the door in the nude. I was waiting, willing, and able.. "damn girl you don't want to waste time".. is what he said to me. He was so right.. I was ready to get the fuck of my life... He threw me on the couch and started eating me out.. It really wasn't a need for that, I was already wet as a slip and slide ride at the waterpark.. I know I was ready for his 11inches to grind me and take me away... 


I moan and maybe screamed a few times. He knows how to get the juice box ready.. He flips me over and stick that massive organ inside me.. Taking hard and deep strokes and pulling my hair.. I was enjoying every minute of it.. " Aww C.. Hmmmmmmmmm OOOOOOOOOOO..." I was climaxing and I can feel my cum running down my leg.. I knew it wasn't his.. He is one of those men that wants you to get multiplies of nuts before he get his one..   He kept on fucking me harder and harder.. I got louder and louder.. I called out a loud.. GOT DAMN I LOVE THIS DICK..  
As I went to let out another nut....... "Mah, what in the hell is this..." It was M.. He came home a little early with flowers and take out in hand. I was there stun and didn't know what to say.. I was there in the nude with Mr. Big DIck and my boyfriend of 10 years at the door.. C kept on fucking.. He wasn't going to stop.. I had to make him. 


I get up and trying to explain to M, why he shouldn't be upset. C was trying to make me tell him how long we had been fucking. M was yelling back and forth with C. Threats was thrown every where.  M told me to pack my bags and leave his house.. C told me to deal with the situation.. He was out.. He was mad cause he saw me begging and pleading M not to give up on us... M didn't want to hear it.. 


So I called my best friend T... She agreed to let me stay at her house for a few days.. Until I am able to find another place to live... Three months has pasted and I have yet to hear from M or C... I was caught up in a sex triangle.. Damn I really miss C.... 




"a fictional story"

Day 17.. Oh Hell to da Nah! Bill you was his homie...

Day 17... You walk in your bedroom to find your lover deep in the sexual act with the same sex.. what do you do? 




Hell I don't know what I truly would do... I know there could be so many scene that can be played in this situation... 


I am all kind of freaky and I love new and exciting things.. Yet my mate, my lover, my man Sleeping with another man.. I would FLIP the HELL out.. I think if he was interested in men he should tell me up front.. I just can't allow myself to date a man that is getting love from another man.. I might can deal with receiving head.. But if my man is the BOTTOM.. He better hope I wasn't having a bad day... Cause I would cut a MF up... 


So if I catch him and after I flip out.. I would tell him to kiss my ass good bye and I am gone..  I am always up front with my males that I date... So the secret would kill me...  It would hurt me....