Sunday, January 11, 2009

My Thought of the Day: Selfishness

I just don't know how in the world people live this way. I am one that can be selfish. I am just not like this. I had to witness someone that I am very much close to show their true colors.

True enough I am always there for my friends. True enough they always expect me to be here. I just don't like when they come off as I SUPPOSE to be here.

Last night I was enjoying a very enjoyable evening with a person. I mean the whole 9. I wasn't coming home until the next day (today). I needed this time out. I needed to enjoy myself, since lately I have been so down.

I had a friend that is going through something. I feel for her, but the way she came at me last night, was a result of her being selfish. I was out having a good time. She was also out having a good time.
Well she wanted me to drop what I was doing and come home. So she felt I picked her over a man. I don't think that was true. I was having a freaking good time.
So I told her just go to my house and stay the night. She said NO, I am not staying at your house without you there.
How about I get a text from her around 5am. Wanting to know how can she get into my house. So this whole argument started at 8:30pm. So this meant that I was suppose to cancel my date around that time and she doesn't show up until 5:00am in the freaking morning... Hell Nah... She was just being selfish.

I am so tired of my friends thinking I suppose to jump up when they call. I have to live my life. So those who are trying to rule their friends life, get over it..

Stop being selfish.. Your friends got to have a life too...

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