In the Season..

I don't know what to expect as of late... See it is like this... I have been one that doesn't like to be on the rebound. So I tend not to jump into another relationship after another one. It took me 3 years to date someone else after MC. That was when I turned my life around with the last relationship...

I am not quite sure if I am in season or not.. LOL  It's like this.. I am now having several people after me.. Heck, I have one already claiming me. I am going to give you all the rundown on them..

Let's call this one J1... He is someone from my past.. I have been out with him a couple of times.. He is just someone who remembers the person I was from my past.. Yea... I was wild as they come.. When me and this guy hooked up.. It wasn't ever just US if you get the hint.. He knew about all my bi-sexual tendencies.. A few months ago he expressed his feelings that he SUPPOSED to have for me. He said he was always afraid because it was always all about MC... (I made it know to EVERYONE that I LOVED that man)... So he is now CLAIMING me as his girlfriend.. I haven't approved that message.. LOL

Then J2... Lawd.. He is another one from my past.. I swear it is coming back to HAUNT me.. He is a friend of a guy that I used to date... (whom which is also calling off the hook)... He saw me a few weeks ago.. It was good to see him.. So it wasn't a big deal by giving him my number at least I thought... Well this fool has been calling me out the ying yang... Begging me to come see him.. I keep telling him NO.. He is being persistent.

J3 is a childhood friend.. My mother and his mother used to work together, plus we were born a few days apart. J3, his twin sister, and I all went to school together.. He confessed his love for me.. He said over the years he always admired me.. He always wanted to talk to me. He was just afraid how I would act because of the color issue. Plus now he is disabled. So he feels that I wouldn't want to talk to him. He just felt the need to let me know how beautiful and awesome I was.. He wants me to go out on dates with him.

So I not sure as to what to do.. I fell like I am just in the season right now.. So I am not going to make anything into it. I am not rushing or so desperate that I have to have someone... I am just chill..