It is me!!

I tried to let go.. You wouldn't allow me.. I tried to forget you.. You wouldn't allow me.. Now as months passed and I still can't forget what happened in the past.

I've been searching for other outlets to share my scream.. I believe it is me... 

It's me who won't let go.. It is me that keep the good times afloat.. 

How can't I get my mind off of you, when I still love you..

I am not in love with the cheater.. I am in love with the liar.. 

I am in love with the person that you made.. It is me..

When I found out the reasons to what broke us apart...

It didn't matter.. You still holds my heart.

I know I am foolish.. I know I am crazy...

But you made this girl life so amazing..

The little things that you still do..

The comfort you give me when I am blue...

The words you give me to make me smile..

All the bad stuff I try to hide...

Now future is so different.. 

I feeling like I am just stagnant.. 

What we once had is now non- existent..

I just wish what happened did not..

I would be lying if I said I didn't feel that way..

Being around you seems to always make my day..

Even if we fussed and fussed until we fought..

Now we are in the friend role..

It still doesn't make me whole..

I wish and I wish I was the one that you would have forever to hold..

It is me.. I got to learn that things don't last forever...

Who am I kidding when I say I would never..

If it was a time I could of had you back...

I would have took you back in a snap..

It is me who has to learn to let go.. 

It is me who has to stop letting my feelings show..

In time I will get over you...

It is up to me who has to know how to do it soon.. 

Mahoganydymond 2012