As much as I want things to change.. It manages to stay the same.. So I know in order to make things look different for me is to get away.. I am really getting frustrated with things.. I mean SERIOUSLY.. I want to wake up in a different place... I want to go to a different job.. I want to be around different people... I have got several lottery tickets hehehe.. So if I win, that will seriously get me away..
I am sorry that I haven't been writing as much as I planned to do.. I do have things I typed up but I never actually published on here.. I gots to stop telling you all so much of my business.. LOL
I think I am starting to get out of blogging all together.. I spend so much time on Facebook and all those dang status updates.. I am about to get away from that too.. So much silliness going on there..
It's is also the holiday's.. I am not sure as to what I am going to do for this Holiday Season.. Last year it was so easy.. I had something to really look forward to.. Now.. I don't even know if I am going to do any shopping.. I have thought about just giving everyone a gift card.. I am REALLY not interested in going all out.. Even as far as decorating.. I am not going to be a scrooge I am just not that into it..
I just knew that 2012 was going to be my year.. Well as you all can see.. I am still going through the motions.. So I think change is in order... I am just glad I still have my good spirits and happy smile.. I think without it I think I wouldn't exists.
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Sugar Plum, I want to let you know I have definitely been where you are at. Frustrated things aren't going to plan. Trying to keep the peace and be civil in a situation that is causing way too much chaos and disorder. Just know in things you did the best you could, but you can't reason with fools and shouldn't hurt your head trying to.
The thing I do want to stress out to you is it is going to be so tempting to just isolate and stay isolated. It's good to do that--to unplug and have time to do you if it starts to become a bit of an overload. However, just pay attention when it starts to become too long. There are times when I have unplugged and by the time I am ready to re-emerge, months not weeks or days have passed. Some who have known you for a while will understand; others will not.
As far as your blog, you decide what purpose you want your blog to serve. If you are feeling too exposed, know that you don't have to put it out there. Better yet, if you want to write about it, fine, but you can even set up a private blog and only allow your closest friends to see it. Just as long as you have some type of catharsis and don't bottle it in. Imploding is much worse than exploding because in almost all cases, no one knows it's happening, except you.
Thank you so much.. Thank you for being there for me.. I just can't deal with this anymore..You know I am the type that will isolate myself.. I just feel that not everyone want to hear your problems... I am finally feeling like I am at a dead end... I don't even know where to turn... I am up to my head with uuuuuuuughhhhh! I am still trying to find my peace... The holiday's dont make it better either..
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