I tell ya!!

I tell you over this last week... I have learned a few things.. It is some sneaky ass people floating around..    I think that it's crazy and to me it doesn't make sense.. I don't bother anyone.. I also try to be upfront with everyone too.. This is just WAY to much for me.. Let me tell you all about the 3 scenario's I've had to encounter..

The 1st one starts off this way.. I have 2 mutual friends we both know each other very well.. One is a guy and one is a girl.. Y'all know a couple of weeks back when I was telling you all about how someone from my past wanted to get with me.. You know the one that keeps lying about how he is changing.. You know wants me and loves me and wants to marry me guy..  (I knew his ass was lying in the 1st damn place).. Anyhoo around this time last week.. My friend (girl) hit me up and said.. You wont believe who is trying to holla at me.. So I was like Who? She told me.. I was like WOW.. Oh really.. She goes into detail about what he says to her.. I was like hmmmmmmm he does me the same way.. So I CONFRONTS him.. He tries to say it was just flirting and so forth and he truly does want to marry me. I was like go F yourself. So the next day she was like, Did you say something to him? He wont talk to me anymore.. I was like Yes cause I don't like messy shyt.. So how about she was going back telling him everything I was typing to her.. I was like.. You dumb ass.. So you must want to still get with this liar... He was trying to get a attitude with me.. So be it.. I cut that whole thing off.. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT..

The 2nd one comes after damn 10 years... I used to chat with this guy.. I believed that me and him were going to really be together.. After chatting for 2 years via Blackplanet and Yahoo.. We became very close.. I think I was about to fall for the guy.. He was a trip and I considered him to be my boyfriend and I think he thought of me as his girlfriend.. We would get ont he camera every day.. We would talk on the phone for hours when we had a chance to talk to each other.. We were planning on meeting each other and I was going to move where he lived.. This was how much I enjoyed this guy.. We never got to meet..We were suppose to though but at the time I think he got cold feet.. Ok.. Me and him both have friends via yahoo.. One I think highly of.. The other one I thought we were close.. Oh well.. Come to find out this week.. She was putting salt in my game the WHOLE time..  She knew we were going to be an item.. I was told that she was talking MAD SHYT about me over the years.. She was also confessing how much she liked this guy.. Now note... I am not sure how true this is, but it is all coming together in my eyes.. The chic barely speaks to me.. When we do, she is short.. When I found out the two of them were dating.. I was like oh well.. I wasn't mad but now knowing that the reason why they started talking was because the stuff that was said about me.. This could have been a really good relationship for me.. Cause we got to know about each other before meeting.. I mean 2 WHOLE years of conversations.. When I used to talk to her she would tell me that he was talking nothing but mad shyt about me.. Then what he was telling me she was talking mad shyt about me.. This is my MAIN reason why I don't trust NOT A NAN MUDDERFUDDER.. I think that was some trifling shyt.. Well it is now 10 years later and I am just finding this out because he wants to reconcile our friendship..  Its cool but it was his lost and hers too..

My 3rd has been weighting on me for quite some time now.. You know some of the reason why me and my EX are no longer together because of her roommate. Yea.. found out his ass was telling her daughter that I was talking about her.. So this made the daughter not like me and so forth.. That's not the only reason but it played a major role in it.. You know if the child don't like you the parent isn't gonna like you too much either.. Well over the last few weeks.. I am hearing all this shyt this jealous ass man been saying about me.. I am so ready to confront him.. I know it is jealousy of me.. He is just mad I am a woman and he have to have surgery to become one.. What irrks me the most is that he smiles all in my face.. I mean ALL the time.. Even though me and my ex aren't together we still live in the same town.. So I see him from time to time he comes to my job. Smiles and says how much he misses me.. Then boom say something totally different behind my back.. I tell you.. That shyts fowl..

This is why I have a hard time trusting people.. I don't bother anyone and I stay to myself a lot.. Yet this shyt has gotten me on F a friend.. A fake one anyway.. I rather you hate in my face than behind my back..