Over the last few years..

The last few years I have been dealing with issues pertaining to these two.. Not really but this is how I am going to describe it.. LOL

I can say that it has been a roller-coaster of events.  I blame myself though.. I have allowed it and I don't blame no one but me.  You would think by now I would really have it together with dealing with these two..  One day I think that things are going to get better. Then the next BAMMMMMMMMMMM I am back in the trap. I sometimes think that I like the misery. Sometimes I think that it is going to one day get better.. (Who am I kidding).. NOT A SOUL.. 

Just this week I said ok.. I am not going to deal with it. Especially after the Speech I got with The TIRE MAN.. I was like ok.. I see that this situation isn't going to change.  So you know my words.. FONK it and keep it going.. 

 Since  aunt jemima hasn't surfaced in my inbox and my life in a few months.. I have been doing fairly well with not going off. I think it's only when SHE THINKS she knows what's going on, what gets me boiling..  I hate for someone to THINK they know and don't know SHYT.. Oneday she will see the real for real. So I am going to sit back and watch how she reacts.. In due time. She will become tired like I did. 

You can't change a person and even if you tried, it is what it is. 

I am more focused on me losing those  10 lbs I gain back over the holiday's..

Their crazy life is no concern to me anymore.. I tried to help them but you can't help those who don't want the help. Their issues are no longer mine.. Tire man unhappiness isn't a problem of mine.  

I just like how Karma really does work in the person favor.. She sho did work for me.. I no longer have the time for THEIR foolishness. It doesn't mean that I am going to stop being friend's with Tire Man.. It is just that anything that has to be said about them two.. I can fonking careless.. Like I said it has GOTTEN OLD...