What's the Hold Up?

I am so TIRED of just waiting...

I put some much of my life on HOLD.. 

Why?

Who in the HAYAL, knows....

I just know that pretty soon I will be 39..

Yes my Birthday is 30 days away.. 

I haven't made plans to do anything..

I am waiting to see what my friend wants to do..

Yet, I might be hanging with the girls because he is a last minute 

person.. He is not so predictable..

He say we will do this and end up doing something else.. 

So more that likely I will be with my Girl..

Oh back to the topic..

I am starting to wonder if  things going to always be like this..

See as I stated he is waiting on Jesus.. (which I think it is a cop out).. 

Yes I love this man.. Yes this man is my best friend..

He will always be my best friend regardless..

It's been almost 6 months...

I think my patience is about to run thin...