Sunday, January 25, 2015

I'm NOT STUPID.. By all means, I see the pattern..


Over the last year I have been tested in so many ways.. People already know how short tempered I am.. So for someone to try and test me, they just want an reaction out of me. 
I have been trying to change my ways and the devil still trying to keep his hold on me. 

One thing is the in an outs with a certain person. I know their habits and I have seen their pattern. Then they look to me like I am the dumb and doesn't have any sense. When in all it is them.. 
I get a text asking why I haven't responded to them.. HAHAHA! I have been the one texting and not getting a response.. smh..
Then I goes to call and get sent to voicemail.. 
I aint got time for this mess.. I am so over it. 

Then yesterday, I found a mice in my kitchen and if you know me.. I CAN STAND RATS OR ANYTHING THAT LOOKS LIKE A RAT..  I freaked out and I was so scared to go into the kitchen.. I didnt eat at all yesterday... I had called, text, the bestest and his arse didn't response until after I had already found someone to come move the stuff out the kitchen so I could bleach and sanitize everything to put down the traps..  That pissed me off too.. Because I am always there for him.. (about to be a change in that too).. I know I am too nice to people but that's just my nature.. I just don't understand how people can just treat someone that is good to them like crap shyt.. 

Anyhoo.. I am fed up and I thought I would share this with you all...
Have a wonderful Sunday!


Update: The Mouse is gone.. I am no longer freaked out.. Plus the Bestest phone was broke.. All good in the neighborhood now.. Well I havent seen the mouse  and I hope I scared and ran it away.. 

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