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I tell you my boring life has came to be somewhat chaotic. I have broken free from most of my Social Media sites.. I had to walk away from Facebook for awhile. People and their issues or negativity was getting the best of my spirits.. I couldn't function I noticed that too much of my day was consisted of what to post, what others post, and telling too much of my personal business... lol

I remember that at one point, I wanted to be an internet sensation.. Now, I rather lay low.. I don't know, but for me the internet isn't what it used to be. It was fun to connect with others and all, now I see more people I already knew to begin with... I have also gotten tired of dealing with those who have some type of hatred toward me, yet remains my friend.. smh

Me and the Bestest is on speaking terms.. Yea, I know.. Im not going to read into it too much... I think he is going through something and needs a friend to listen. I haven't been mean to him but I am not falling for that trap again..

I think a lot of him coming back around is that he has noticed that I am seeing someone now. I am in the I am not ready for the relationship..  I just want someone to hang out with.. Someone to laugh with... Nothing more than that.. I am being really clear with people upfront now.. I am just tired of this dating and getting to know people then later find out.. THEY LIED...

I am still doing a little bit of writing and I am excited the way things are turning out.. You just don't know how long this has taken me to write these stories and feel very comfortable about it.. Maybe one day, I will become a writer, and get paid for it.. ..  I hope so anyway.. I really am not a fan of my job that I am doing now. Still hoping, working, and prepping for my own...