Day 10.. Dear Loser... You got on my DAMN nerves...

 Day 10

A letter to the person you regret screwing .. tell em how you really feel…

Dear You got on my DAMN nerves,

I don't even know why I even gave it up to you. As I think back I must have been horny as hell to even let you stick your thing in me. I was stupid, I will admit that. I thought you was cool and I enjoyed hanging out with ya. It is always a breaking point, and I am glad I saw it before someone got hurt.

For years you would beg me to let you hit this. I turned you down time after time. What was I thinking?

I made you think that you had it going on, just cause I felt sorry for your ass.. You always thought you was giving it to me good, didn't you? Ha ha ha... Sucker..

I think the 1^st time was shame on me.. The 2^nd time I was bored... Then the 3^rd time I was drunk out of my freaking mind... I think that was the best time any way, the 3^rd.. I don't really remember the shyt...

Once I told you that I could no longer fool with you.. You became all mushy and sensitive.. Grow a EFFFIN backbone dude.. I think that was the really reason I stop EFFIN with you.. Sorry ASS loser.. I am tired to this day of you still trying to call me... Haven't you noticed, I STOPPED answering the calls? F off LOSER.. You get on my Damn nerves.. I really regret putting it on you...  

Day 9...Sex and Religion.....

Day 9 Does your religion/beliefs hinder your sexual expression?

I don't believe that my religion nor my beliefs hinder my sexual expression. I think it is society that does. See me being a free spirit and pleasure seeker. Many people are so quit to judge.. I am not a person that discriminate against love... I don't care what gender a person is. If I feel a connection with them. Some might say that I live in a confused state. I don't believe that to be true.. Love has no color, no gender, and no limits...

I know that in the good book and christian belief is to save oneself for marriage. Well someone took that from me before I even got the chance. I believe that my body is no longer sacred in that stance. I found love in my sexual being and I feel that with the right person that too can be spiritual.

I have been a lot of things. I have acted out a lot of things. I already feel that if God is a forgiving God.. Any of my choices that I have made in life with be forgiven. I repent my sins and he knows where my heart lies.

It isn't my religion and it isn't my beliefs...It is those who try to judge and dictate who and what I should do or be...

Day 8.. No means NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 8....

What is your definition of rape? Date rape?

The actual definition for Rape or Date Rape....

1.the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse.

2.any act of sexual intercourse that is forced upon a person.

3.statutory rape.

date rape

 

–noun

sexual intercourse forced by a man upon the woman with whom he has a date with.

I really didn't want to write on this topic.. I started this challenge so I must abide by it's rules.. Me being a victim of both. It is hard to really talk about this type of stuff...

All I can say is that NO means No.. Regardless if you been with the person before or even dating the person. If this person says NO they do not want to have SEX.. Just walk away and let it be.

My definition of RAPE is when a person puts force on you. It doesn't even have to be sexual intercourse. When this person is forcing you to do something that you don't want to do. That is rape. It is a sad act that mostly happens to Women and younger children. This act can change a person's life. It will make them feel dirty, unworthy, and severe DEPRESSION. It violates the persons body. It can cause the person to never trust again, and also to live in fear...

Date Rape is the type of RAPE that a lot of times is hard to prove. They build a trust, they get along, they might even have those feelings.. Especially if the two parties have been dating. The person that is doing such act, might think it ok because they already share kiss or those thoughts of having sex.. Any type of rape isn't ok. I don't care if you been with this person for years.. If you don't want to have sex, you have the right not to.

Any type of violence against a person will is wrong.. If you know someone who is a victim and is afraid to speak up.. Telling them to talk to someone.. The best part of moving on is opening up and releasing their thoughts.

Statics shows that someone is being sexually assault every 2 minutes a day... Two out of three the victim knew the person..

http://www.rainn.org/

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Day 7.. Da Best I Ever Had....

Day 7....Write a letter to the best lover you’ve ever had.. 

Dear You let me be myself,

I write you this letter to THANK YOU... There have been men in out of my life.. It was only a few that I chose to get intimate with. When I met you I given up hope to finding that IDEAL lover. A person that understood my sexual drive. The person that knows who I am. Fulfilling every need when it came to sex. A person that was able and deal with my FREE SPIRIT... This person was you.....

We shared a lot of good times together.. Those will be some of the most memorable. The way you made my body feel was something so unbelievable. I must admit, I was whipped.. I never thought a day in my life I would ever let a person get the best of me, in that way.

What woman could ask for anything better.. A person who kept up with her sexual needs. I mean man, you gave it to me EVERY SINGLE TIME I asked... It was never a dull moment with you.. We tried things, we experienced things.. Hell Trey Songz had nothing on us... We invented some Sexual moves, grooves, and went away with them... Your friends and their girlfriends was totally JEALOUS of us. It was nights that they wanted us to stop.. LOL Your roommate would be at the door listening to us.. hehehe

Although we couldn't make it in a relationship... I am forever grateful for the moments... Thank you for being the BEST I EVER HAD!!!!!!!!!!

Day 6.. The Art of my Seduction...

Day 6 Seduction.....

Tell a story about how you would seduce someone you must have …

Most people say I never have to say or do anything. I always do it with my eyes.. I don't know why in the world they tell me that.. I have normal eyes.. Yet they say they always tell a story.. So I guess they all know something that I don't know... Anyhow here's the story...

It was a guy I wanted to get to know better. We been seeing each other in passing and few times at the local club. See a few weeks back I got his name when we were standing at the bar waiting for drinks.. The club was crowded that night and Miss Ghetto Glitter was being slow on making drinks. So I looked over my shoulder and took a glance at this Tall, nicely built chocolate man. All kind of thoughts went through my head when I saw him. So we chit chat for a few and when our separate ways.

Me being the investigator. I later found out how often he frequent the club. He always came there after he got of work. He work for a communication company. So I had to have this man. I was going to get this man too.. I wasn't big on the club scene, yet I saw what I wanted. After that night I waited a few weeks before going back there. I wanted to get my plan set.

I came to the club with my game TIGHT.. I wore my freak'em dress and my Black and Silver Stilettos..

I couldn't wait for this man to see me. My girlfriend's wanted to come to the club with me that night. I told them I am going Solo... I know my girls.. They are such COCKBLOCKERS...

So once I got into the bar.. I went to the ladies room to make sure I looked my best and freshen up. After leaving the ladies room, I saw him at the bar. So I walked up to him and said Hi.. He happened to do a double take and I gave him a smile. He asked how have a been... I told him that I was doing well.. We continue to chat. I asked him did he have a woman in his life and so forth. He said he was single and that was my GREEN LIGHT..

The evening went on.. We ended up with few more drinks... I asked him to dance. I swear I was really feeling this Chocolate. I made sure the songs that we danced to was songs that I could grind against him. I think he liked it anyway. After several dances we sat down at a table near the corner of the club. It was dim and plus it would give me a chance for a little more of a one on one with Chocolate.

We sat there and talk for a few hours. I hinted to him that I am not the type of girl that would just pick up a man at the club. Yet I was wanting to get to know him just a little be better. So I asked him over to my place. I felt safer there.. I have few NOSY neighbors and they HEAR everything. This would be a way that we can just sit, talk over some coffee without the LOUD music of the club.. He agreed.. He walked me to the car and then he got into his car and followed me home..

Once getting in to my home.. I kicked off my shoes and told him to relax himself. I had some movies so I told him to pick one while I went and changed into some more clothes.. Once getting into my room. I was getting hornier by the minute. All I could think about was this man's body all over my body.. So I put on my boy shorts and a tank top. Hey that is how I get comfortable and it shows ALL my ASSETS...

I went into the kitchen. I hollered and asked him would he like something to drink. I told him what I had and he said he just wanted Ice Water. He said he needed to sober up some more before hitting the road back home.. I snickered just a tad.. This man wasn't going anywhere tonight... So I brought him his water and sat next to him. He picked Jason's Lyric. Now everyone that knows me knows.. I love that movie.

 We talk some more. I started to get really relax and I got closer to him. I started starring him into his eyes. He began to look into my eyes. I could just feel the heat between us both. I reach to bring his face closer to mines.. We began to kiss. We began to fondle one another.. Then he lifted me up onto his lap. I could feel him rising and I know he felt the warmth of my honeypot. It became a grinding session. Then I asked did he have a condom. He said of course. Let's just say.. That night was one HELL of a night.. It wasn't just that night, he became my lover for years...

This was my story how I seduced a man....

The bases of the story is... When I set my eyes on something.. I go for it.. Sometimes I might break my rules.. Yet I get what I want.. I make them feel comfortable. Then I go for it.. (this part is true)

(story was fictional)  

Day 5.. Lick, Lick. like a Lollipop....

She doesn’t suck dick/He doesn’t lick clits…is that a deal breaker?

Oral stimulation.... Hmmm!!! Would I stay with someone who doesn't do it? I feel like this, if the person doesn't believe in it.. I don't know.. They better have other things to be able to make me cum. I am a pleasure seeker. Being a Pleasure seeker I gots to be able to cum. Oral stimulation is a type of foreplay for me. It is such a great feeling...It gets my juices pumping.. It helps when thrusting of the dick is in my honeypot.

I remember an ex.. I tell you he knew how to do it.. I mean DAMN he would eat me like I was the buffet at Golden Coral.. The technique how he did it, was so on point.. He would Fuck the hell out of me and when I was about to nut.. OOOOOOOOOweeeeeeeee he would start eating me out. The chills that went over my body... I tell you I saw Pixie Dust, Rainbows, Clouds.

Then I had this BEAUTIFUL WOMAN.. Man I miss her.. I would have crossed over for her.. I mean LITERALLY.... It was the first time we were out together.. We got tipsy and I found out about her and she found out about me. We later went to a friend's house.. Then the MAGIC began.. This woman sucked, licked, swallowed, and gave me the BEST ORAL STIMULATION I ever had. What made it so great I was able to get more than 3 nuts.. She ate me and fingered me for about 5 hours.. NO LIE... It became hard to be around her without wanting to get with her.. lol

So yea.. It could be a deal breaker for me.. I love giving and so I want to receive .. If they didn't, I would feel 

like they was that into me. Other issues would also come to play. Now I am having flash backs.. Dang...

Day 4....Light's Camera Asshun!!!! Boom Chicka Wa Wa!!!

If you were approached and offered to do one porno scene for $20,000, would you do it? and why?

If I was approached and was asked to do a porn scene for 20,000 dollars.. Would I Mahogany do it? Well I am not about to be in no LOW BUDGET Porn. I am sorry.. I watch and a lot of people I know watch too much porn via Internet.. I am not about to show my goodies at that low of a price.. Now if that one scene was just to walk in heels and cross my legs.. I would do that.. Now a half of mill... Will get more from me in that scene.

Now don't get me wrong.. I have done some porn in my life time.. I still got the tapes too.. It was a little of soft porn that me and a ex did.. It was at a time when I was young and STUPID.. It took some time to get the dern tape back. After his HOMEBOY happened to catch a glimpse while they were roommates. The HOMEBOY started trying to holla at me. So I MADE my ex give me the freaking tape..

I know the economy sucks right now. So that 20,000 sounds good to a broke woman like me. Yet my pride and respect plays a major role..