Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I'm on Vacation.. You know what.. I needed it...



Yes I have been on vacation since Friday pasted... I have really enjoyed myself.  I also learned a lot about things to. I have heard somethings that just not sitting right with me. I can't believe some people to bring certain things to their mouths to say.

On Friday I went to a party that was for my ex boyfriend. It turned out to be very good. Me and him are still very good friends. I am so glad of that. We have a bond that I believe no one can break. Well at least I hope no one breaks.

Then on Saturday went out with my cousin and a mutual friend. It felt like old times to party back to back like that. I needed it away. Earlier that day was a mess. I had someone try to tell me off. Remember the sick and extra phone line.  Well he says I would never get married because I am rude, mean, and hateful. I finally cut the line off. I can do bad by myself and I don't need his help. A few weeks back I told him that he has to pay the bill. I haven't been getting many hours.  So I have been living check to check. Well mister tried to get a BIG attitude with me about it. So I was like ok I am going to fix this problem.  I did and I am happy with my decision.

Then my crush has gotten to do better with his timing. I am not mad at him, but right now he is working my nerves. I knew that it was going to come to this point. I don't know why I expected him to be different... LOL
He is cool and he is still in the process of getting his shyt together. I just wanted to see his ass when I came back home. Well today is the day when I SUPPOSE to see him. Who knows what today has in store for me. I just know my mood has change since Monday.. lol

I go back to work on Monday and I do know something isn't going to sit with me well. I was told that I might have to do another person job when I get back. I don't want to do it. I just know I have to because of the reasons of my past eval. He wants me to do more around the store. So I guess that is what I will be doing. bummer...

I need this time to think on my next move. I going to set some goals. I am also going to loose some freaking weight. I saw some of the pictures I've taken and LORDY I look a mess. hehehehe

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