I am just a human that has lived life... I am a human that has been through rough patches.. Sometimes I am a Beautiful Disaster...
I hate the way my mind wonders into dark territories.. Nah... Not like those serial killer type minds.. The world of lust, sex, and anger... It does something to me. I feel that I am my own secret society.. I know that sounds funny.. Yet didn't I just say,... I am not PERFECT...
It's a shame that I only share my deepest thoughts with a few of my friends.. So the other day when my BFF called and told me she had a surprise for me.. I was thinking it was something that I have been asking for.... I started to feel bad.. Just cause I try so hard to keep my wants to myself... The funniest thing though... I can't use it... It is was not the right fit... LOL
So bad to the drawing board.. I need to complete my strap on quest... I think her mind and heart was in the right place.. She has been telling me for YEARS to be true to myself... I am trying..
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