Life.... That is what's been going on... Everyday living with some twist.. Pretty much keeping to myself. Going to work, coming home, and chilling. I've been trying to focus on the directions I want to go. Still saving money so when the time come to as where I can move. Everything will be in it's place.
My friend's are starting to wonder when the OLD Tracy will again return. The only thing I can say, "When I find me some peace".... I am still bombarded with stress.. I know everyone will tell you.. "Let go and Let God.." I am doing that very thing, but somethings I wish I could have control over.
The other day, we got some "NEW" neighbors.. Well it is just one guy, but he is turning this street into a busy bus station or something. I know the other ones are nerve wrecking.. This one is topping the cake.. He is LOUD and always hollering at folks that walk down the street. I am so sick of this GHETTO living. I really people would have some type of respect for others. I see they are TRULY lacking.. I am glad my folks raised me right..
Me and Heaven are having our usually in and outs. Last week he was truly an angel. He was be so attentive and compassionate.. This week.. Let's just say.. I said it on FACEBOOK that he is CUT off.. I really didn't mean it. I am just getting used to his yo yo.. So now I don't EXPECT much from him.. If he comes by fine.. If he doesn't fine.. My life isn't on hold for him. We don't have an commitment anyway.
Those who really read my blog, knows about me and my mother... I have said this before.. I love that woman to death.. It is just she still wrecking my nerves.. How do I stop her from worrying about things...? How can I persuade her into enjoying her LIFE... My mother used to be this carefree, outgoing, socialite.. Now she sits in the house.. Worrying about her health... Worrying about her sister and brothers... When she talks to her friends.. It is either about Who Died, What medication she is taking, or What hurts... I mean come on Lady.. Is this still the woman who had men and her feet? A woman who didn't go to a party without the flyest gear... Even the woman who could drink Tanqueray Vodka with the greatest of ease.. I don't get it.. I know once you get older life changes... I still feel that my mother is young.. She is only 63.. Her life isn't over...
As for everything else.. It is the same ole shyt just a different day....... Enjoy your week.. If anything exciting happens.. I will be sure to fill you all in.. lol
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