Yea one of those weekends I could have been out doing something.. Yet I opt out.. This weekend has been full of medication and too much time to think.. I hate thinking.. It really causes so much grief..
The one thing I really did do was write and clean.. I should have called my Diva and went and spent the weekend with her.. Maybe I wouldn't had this time to deal with all these thoughts running through my head, because I would have been drunk.. LOLI don't know why I constantly get in my feelings.. I guess because I normally hold them in for so long.. I said that I can no longer hold things in. So I have took a lot of it into writing.. I keep allowing people to used me up. Not in that sense but as far as my emotions go. Then I withdraw for awhile. I come back out then I withdraw again.. Then you wonder why I am a mental case.
I have a new celebrate crush.. I realize this after I started pinning her pictures.. Lupita Nyong'o.. she is so BEAUTIFUL!! I also congratulate her on all her success.. She is the new IT girl..
I am now here doing what I do best.. In the Kitchen.. LOL
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