Over the last few week even more so over the last few days.. I have been thinking about trying about relationships and how sometimes you miss having one.. As you all know, I had a wonderful Valentine's and even the two days after.. It was nice and I was glad to have that time with her. It seemed like things were coming together. As this week comes, I am not sure how it is gonna go.. I am going to be optimistic though.
This right here is gonna be one of my TMI moments. I made a vow last Valentine's you know in 2013 that I wasn't going to have sex anymore. I had said the next person I have sex with will be the person I marry.. It has been a bumpy ride.. I just knew that this was a decision I had to make. I stop falling for temptation. This was also the way to help me continue to work on a Better Me without the distractions. Anyhoo... I had a ritual in which I think most females have.. The I am not going to shave my legs until I know I am about to have sex.. Well, I had to break down and shave.. I felt like an ape.. I am a very hygienic person so I was like this might cause some issues if I don't.. I had to stop because I was getting tired (yes I had that much hair lol).. So I am going to do part two today and finish it up. It was a MESS! Ok I have gave y'all the run down.. #icantbelieveijusttoldyou
I think I just got off subject too.. Well I am getting ready to weight my options and re-evaluate what type of person I want in my life. I am not living for the moment anymore. I am going to live for the future.. The first step I got to do is get back on track mentally and physically.. I took a break because my job was starting to stress me out... It is about to get even more stressed soon. I just know my Vacation starts March 1st and Ise be ready.. LOL
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