Sunday, October 26, 2014

Just some Randoms...

I don't even have a picture to even go with what is going on in my head.. LOL
It is basically a world wind of a little bit of everything..

First off I am ready for some fun.. As I stated I've been tied up with someone since March.. Now that he is no longer a BIG issue for me.. I want to enjoy my freedom.. I no longer have to wait on him to decide on what is going to go on with us. I am not going to lie.. I do miss her dearly and I miss our talks and time together.. He wants us to slow down, so it seems we are just at a complete hault.. I aint mad at him.. It's his life.. It's his loss..I can't control what goes on in his life.. I only have control over mine and I am going to enjoy what little Life I have..

Now my job.. As you all know I was promoted back in March too.. LOL March use to be the worst months for me.. Now it looks like everything just happens in March if it is good or bad..
Well with me taking on this new job.. It seems like I am always at work.. Then it has became that I am the go to girl when there is a problem.. I kinda like being needed.. It is just on my days off, I just wish it was my day off.. LOL Then when I do get back to work it is a mess.. UGH!!.. I am thankful to have a job otherwise..

My emotional state has been all over the place.. One minute I am OH SO EVER happy. Then the next minute I feel like I can punch someone in the throat.. I have tried to be calm in certain situations but I think some people just bring the Debil out of me. Then watching the news and all these shows on the ID channel can wreck a sistah.. It is causing me to be paranoid and scared to go out the house and what not.

That pretty much is my randoms.. All the other stuff I can't tell you.. hehehe

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