No Excuses..

I know I have been going through a lot lately...

Until i saw this photo, it got me to thinking... I have over the years moved mountains for others..

Some one I have cared for and been there for has claimed his love for me..
Over the years I've been dumb to think things would change and he would really be there..
At first things were good.. I saw much of him... Now since I'm in this situation.. I keep getting excuses.. Its like its too hot, i don't have air conditioning in my car..  I'm tired, you know I'm getting old.. I been working more shifts.. I had too many drinks.  Etc Etc Etc..

My whole thought is.. IT YOU LOVED ME, YOU WILL MAKE A WAY...
I'm not happy.. I been in this relationship again for 7 months now.. Silly of me to think this go round would change..

He tells me he has so much going on and he feels he don't know what to do.. He goes on to say Im hard to please.. STFU . Im not..

All i ask of him is to be there.. All i ask is to show me you really want to be a part of my life.. Yes, me taking care of my mother is a strain... I just need to feel someone cares for me.. So no.. I am not hard to please..

I don't know... I do know if you love someone there shouldn't be excuses..