OMG!!

Feeling like a rock in a hard place is becoming too much for me. I had high hopes for this month. I just knew that everything was going to fall into place.. Man, was I wrong..

I don't know what to do but a lot of it is at one point in time I was too nice to the wrong people.
I am trying not to be hard on myself and I am also not trying to block the blessings that have already been stowed upon me.

I do want to find some peace in my mind and spirit. It is really taking it's toll.. I know I will eventually be at a point where I need and want to be. Just hoping I don't die before I get there. My stress level is on High Alert..

As far as financial stand point, if I can get a hold of an and extra  200 a  month I will be on the right track as far as bills. I had bill before I had to quit work to take care of mom and they need to be paid.. I am hoping that they can hold on a little longer until/when tax time comes.

All in All I feel things are promising.  I have faith and time on my hands..