Right now I am in a state that I don't know what to do but leave it to God. I thought that this year would be so much better than last year. Oh boy wasn't I wrong. I am at the point where I feel like I am worth more dead than alive.
I keep saying trouble don't last always. When I say I cut back I have cut back. I am losing hours on my job. They don't want to pay me more. I had to have work done on my mouth. I am living on a costly overdraft as we speak. Well it isn't too much in overdraft, but hell I had to pay my bills. I have even went off have the cable modem. (now that sucks) I had to resort to the free trial of AOL until my fiances get a little better.
I know that I will make it through I have made it through so many times. I have went as far as looking for another job or a part time job. I worked 2 jobs before and I hated it with a passion. So I am looking for at least 3 days a week. I need the extra income coming it. I am the only one working in this house and it is putting a strain on me. My mother gets a retirement check but that is not much. I am basically taking care of her (because of her health).
We does this all leads me. I know pretty soon some more bills going to come up and I am not sure how I am going to pay them.. I hope a change is going to come. I hope it comes soon. Lord be with me..
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