My Thoughts of Today....My Habits

I have a serious smoking habit. I am not to proud of it. I do love it though. Over the last few days I had to do without.

My dental work has cause me to be sick to my stomach. Do you know how I feel right now? I think many of you feel the same way some of my other friends feel. "You don't need to smoke it is bad for your health."
I tell you that is the saying that I hate the most.
Yes smoking can be bad for your health. It can also cause you to lost money too.
Yes I spend about 50 dollars a week for my habit.

I don't even care how much it cost. I love this habit. It relaxes me when I am at work or at home. I love when the smoke fills my lungs and I get to exhale the smoke. I get this feeling that is so calming.

Yes I might die of heart failure, or something of that nature. There isn't anything in this world that is really healthy for you any way. I mean in the foods you have a chance of dying from eating. You can go out and get hit by a car, bus, or train.

My biggest thing I have a problem with is the fact of these smoking bans. You can go to a bar get drunk and drive home. You just better not light up a cigg cause you will get fined. So I am killing the next person because I am smoking next to them. Yet a person who goes out to drink is may or may not take a person life.

I just don't understand....