I feel like an Ass....

I really feel like a total ass. I have been through so much with men. I just assumed something about someone. I kinda feel bad about it. When I felt that  guy just didn't want to come over that day, because I denied him sex. Well it comes to the point that wasn't the reason.

I don't forgive him though. I just feel that I was so quick to assume that was the reason. So now I am staring and walking around like a donkey's butt...

I already knew he was going through something. We talked about it a few times. Well he is the quiet type and when he is in his moods.. He doesn't say anything. I did tell him what ever he is going through, he should have called me. I waited and thought it was something that I did or said to him. It hurt me to think that would have been the reason of him not calling me.


Well things are cool for right now.. I just going to stop jumping to conclusions..