I'm done... I tried....

It's been a tiring week for me. I am almost surprise I am still able to function. This past week I was getting ready for my party. It turned out to be pretty good.. I was hoping that it was more people turning out. In some ways I am glad that it didn't. I woulda had a mess...

I've been under so much stress lately. I worrying about people to darn much. I don't know where in the world I picked up this habit.

On Tuesday my friend came by. It was good seeing him. I know that things aren't going the way he wants them too. I just wish he understood that I will be there for him. I like him just that much. I haven't heard from him since. Everyone is telling me to give him time. Give him a chance to sort things out. I am one of those people who can't stand when no communication is going on. I like to know if they are doing ok.  So I sent a few text messages just to let him know. It might seems like he has forgotten about me, but I haven't forgotten about him. So I basically am saying that... I am so done with it.. I feel like at least he could send a text back..

I am also sorting out some way to make some extra money. Times are getting really hard. Then I am just tired of working where I am. It is getting old by the years. I spent so much time into that place. I feel like I am in such a rut, I don't know what to do.  My bills are barely getting paid right now.. I keeping the faith though. Hopefully one day this all will pan out.  I am keeping my head up.