Sunday, July 25, 2010

I won't be a 5th Wheel...

It seems that people start to get mad when I stay to myself. I have always been somewhat of a loner. I enjoy this time because it helps me stay stress free.  I hate getting my nerves in a ravel. I am not a happy or friendly person when I am stressed.

You know the other week when I was partying up and what not. It was all and good, but I am tired of it to be honest. I just want to hang out with my friends, not my friends and their men.  I am happy that they are dating, but why must I tag along. 

So the last few weeks I have chosen to stay at home. So now I am considered being antisocial and a stupid person. I am single and more than likely I will remain single. When I was dating they didn't feel the need to be hanging around my girls. Yet my friends always want their men to tag along. When I went to Atlanta, it was suppose to be a girls thing and she brought her man. Then thinking that we are just going to chill at the house and have drinks, the man ends up spending the night also. Then mutual friends bring their men. Then there is me sitting watching television or the kids. Just cause I am not socializing with my man.

I just wonder what kind of man feels he always have to be around. It even trips me out. One doesn't even wants to take my friend out. Yet let her say we going out. Boom, all of a sudden he wants to take her out. Then of course women put dick before friends cancels the plans just to go out with him.

I have never been a person like that.  If I make plans, if I am not sick, or my mother is not sick.. Then there are no plans being canceled.. I love my girls, I am going to let them enjoy their fun... I am just going to sit back enjoy life... I refuse to be the 5th wheel... So if their is another night out and you all going to be coupled up.. I choose to stay at home....

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