It was back to work for me today. I did end up having a great weekend. It took me pushing myself out of the house on Saturday. I never did make it to my father side of the family cookout. I really did want to go so I can see who else I am kin too. It seems like they are floating every where. I told my dad onetime his family is a bunch of whores *the men of course*.. LOL
I went out with my bestie.. Then another one of my friends from Georgia came up.. Went out to party and I can say we had a GREAT time. The only thing that was bothering me was the fact that my Georgia friend man was working my nerves. It seemed that he wanted and felt he needed a play by play of her where a bouts. I tell you I wanted to curse him out so bad. Then he gets mad because her phone lost signal. She did come back to where they were staying at a certain time. I tell you I am so happy I am single right now. That made me really not even want to be in a relationship. I even posted on my Facebook page, Thank you Jesus I am single. What was so funny is that he commented on it... I was like go ahead stupid ass.. This man has cheated on her so many times until it is pathetic. I guess they have an understanding.. I sure hell don't...
Then Sunday went to two Cookouts. One just went and ate. Then other one just stopped by for a few drinks and chit chat. I was glad that I did get out the house. So good to be around good people. I can't wait until the weekend. I think I am going to do it up.. I want to go get so wasted.. LOL
Then I had one of the best conversations. See I am a closet freak. I love hearing things that has to do with sex. Hell I am a sexual being. I just can't help it one bit. We were talking about somethings. About over hearing someone have sex. Hearing the moans and groans just make ya moist and wanna masturbate or even join in the fun.. LOL The only problem is one of the people I don't think I could get down with. They aren't my cup of tea. Yet they want me to join on in. I want to because it will get me a chance to be a little closer to someone I really really enjoy being with. So who knows.. You might get a play by play on what happens, only if I let it happen.
I also FINALLY got to see my crush. It was almost 2 weeks since I last saw him. He came over last night after dropping his daughter off. He took her to see the fireworks. I was so happy to see him. He seen my mother at church yesterday and he asked about how I was doing. I don't know why he did such a thing, because I just talked to him the day before. My mother loves him to death. She likes that he has so much mannerism. I told her I believe he is just scared of her. LOL
Well anyway, we laid around watch tv and talked. I wanted him to stay the night but, he felt that since I had to go back to work in the early am. It would be best if he left. I ended up not sleeping. Fireworks and gun shot consumed my night. Even thinking about my crush kept me up half the night. He is just so freaking awesome. I just wish he think the same. He don't believe in his greatness all that much.
I am starting to see golden skies. It is a wonderful feeling right now. I am reflecting on it. I might go through a lot of storms but in the end, the sun always shines on me. I love it.. I hope that is more to come.
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