Thursday, July 29, 2010

Karma....

Karma:which view all human dramas as the will of God as opposed to present - and past - life actions. In theistic schools of Hinduism, humans have free will to choose good or evil and suffer the consequences, which require the will of God to implement karma's consequences, unlike Buddhism or Jainism which do not accord any role to a supreme God or gods. In Indian beliefs, the karmic effects of all deeds are viewed as actively shaping past, present, and future experiences.


This week I saw Karma for what it really is. They always say Karma is a BYTCH, Well I tell you my Ex is feeling the truth effects of it.  I was so in love with him. I even posted here about how much I love him. MC was my everything at one point in time. It wasn't anything I wouldn't have done for him. Last year in April, I saw that this man wasn't in love with me. We went through 6 years of ups and downs.  I went to NC for an internet group function and also to see him.

While up there I learned 1st hand this man didn't really want to see me. He also told me that he didn't love me the way that I loved him. Right there that was my deal breaker. I said ENOUGH.. I can no longer take this.  Come to find out he was out seeking other women. He moved from SC 2007. He said to better himself. Then later on he said to get away from me. Yet he continued the relationship with me. 


Well back in September of last year, he started a relationship with an Older woman. I mean OLDER.. She is even older than me.. She is in her 40's or near her 40's. She has older kids around his age. See he isn't even 30 yet. Well I found out that they were in a serious relationship. I didn't know cause he was still calling me. He never once mention he was in a relationship. Until one day on Facebook, it said that he was in a relationship with this woman. 

To make this story short. She is moving out of town

. He is so in love with her. He called me upset and he also don't know what to do. He loves her and he wants to be with her. He doesn't want her to move away... The same exact way I felt when he left me. 

So I say, what comes around goes around.. Treat people right...You never know it could happen to you..

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