At first I didn't think I could handle everything going on... It was this time last week, I asked the question (via text) to my SOS about our relationship... I my mouth dropped open when I saw the words... "With everything going on with my family, I have no time for this relationship anymore..." I was hurt at first.. I went into my SELFISH mode... How dare she do this to me? I have sacrificed everything to be with her..
I know the last few months things were changing, because she had so much on her plate... I respected that.. On days that I was mad at her.. I didn't say anything cause, we all go through the motions...
So for about a week, I wasn't getting much of an understanding... Just couldn't figure out...
So today, I had my talk with her.. I let her know how I felt... She finally told me the real reason behind it all..
So now I am good... I am moving past this.. I am good with this... I will be OKAY!! I still love her.. Since this breakup wasn't on cheating and lying... I think I can be friends with her...
I can't get back anything I've lost.. But I still have my sanity... That all that matters.. LOL
I am thankful for the experience...
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((hugs)) I am so sorry. Perhaps when she works out everything with family and such, she will be back. At least the breakup wasn't based on lies and cheating...otherwise, I'd have to get my blade ready....(puts it away)
Hoping in time, things work out for you two. :)
lol@ Moni.. No blades...
Thanks Toshi... Me too..
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