Time on Earth is Precious...

Over the weekend I lost my childhood best friend. It took some time to process.. I knew the time was coming when the Doctors gave up on her. I really thought that she was going to get through this battle.. Cancer left once then it came back with a vengeance. She remained strong through out it all. I was amazed how strong. I know with me I would have gave up at the first signs.. Her saying, I never knew how strong I was until Strong was what I had to be.
Over the years with drifted a little.. She has children, got married, and move to another city.. We would talk and we still had love for one another.  She really didn't want me to really see her because of my ability to handle stuff like that.. I tell you I am a crier and  a nervous wreck when it comes to sickness.. I never really had to deal with stuff like that. I prayer daily for her daughters and the rest of the family. She was the glue and she ran the whole family.
I was asked to be a Flower girl. I agreed even though I am not a funeral person..

I sit back and look at my mother and how things just keep getting worse, I love my mom and I hate seeing her go through this. Sometimes I can't believe I am doing this all alone too. I am going to enjoy my mom while I have her here.. Time on Earth is so Precious and I can't waste another minute not celebrating...

Prayer goes out to the State of Louisiana..