When you are just TIED!

I have been through the ringer.. At least the way I feel.. In my Thoughts Audience.. I tell you I am at my end. I can't take people anymore.. See all my life I have been a person who always looked out for folks. I am a big hearted person.. I am a giver.. I am the one when you want something done, I did it for you.
I was the girl that was in school always looking to make sure my friends were ok and taken cared of.. I am the person when your life sucks, I am the one to cheer you up..
I am the one that you came to when you didn't have everything that you needed..

Now.... I am tired.... I can no longer be that person. I am not emotionally, mentally, or financially able to be that person.. I think back on all the people that I feel used me, I was so naive... I believed people had the heart that I had. As I've gotten older, some people just SUCK..   I am not mad at those people because I allowed all that to go on.. So I only blame myself. Me being that loving and caring person can be a curse,especially these days.. We live in a selfish world...

Going through what I am going through right now.. I have to become a hard.. People aren't taking me serious when I say I CAN'T HELP YOU!  Since now that I have became the No person and I can't help person.. Where are these people? It's crazy man.. I don't expect anyone to help me or be around.. I just know, (in my J Low voice) Ain't it Funnay!

I am looking into some programs that will give a little relieve for me and my mom. I also plan on doing a little more writing and so forth. As you can tell I am posting a lot more of entries... LOL
Hopefully in due time I will get a life that is worth reading hehehe!!