Saturday, September 25, 2010

Love, Sex, and Lies... (You SnEEky Bastard...)


You met him through another friend. At first you didn't want to go to the house party.. You work hard all week and you just wanted to stay at home and kick back. Well your home-girls didn't want to party without you. So you go ahead and tag along.. Hey what harm could it have been.. None...

You happened to notice this guy chit chatting with his buddies. He was someone that you never noticed before. Everyone was having a good time. Your main focus though was to get with that guy. It seems that he stole your heart right then and there. So the two of you exchanged numbers. Which it took a few weeks for you to call back. Although he left you several messages on your phone Voicemail. You wanted to get to know him but you didn't want to come off as EASY and DESPERATE...

So the next time you talk to him, he wanted to know where you lived.  He decides to come over to your place. The two of you talked and talked.. The conversations were wonderful. You felt you met the PERFECT man for you. So it became  almost an everyday thing. Either you went to his house or he was coming to yours.

One night after you and your girls go out, you wanted to stop and surprise him.  You was about chocolate wasted and the girls was going to their men's crib. So you call him. He wasn't doing anything. So he told you sure come over and I'll take you home in the morning..  You go over there and the to of you start sharing secrets. This made you feel good because, if he is going to tell secrets he is really feeling me.   So by that time you were feeling fire between your legs. You couldn't help it. You were drawn to him so you being the person who go for theirs. You unzipped his pants and began to give him some of the best head you never gave anyone else. That was how into you were with him by that point. It must have been good to him too. He seem to have nutted in your mouth and you swallowed. It came quick fast and in a hurry.

So after all that is past and the two of you started having sex. I mean sex all the time.. It didn't even matter where you had sex.. Sex Sex and more Sex was going on. Then the two of you become a couple. If you saw one, you saw the other. You would talk hours at a time if you didn't see each other. You would stay at him home on the weekends. His friends started calling you the queen of his house.

You started introducing him to other friends that he might not know. You even told him about a few friends and how they treated you. Told him things that you couldn't even tell your own girlfriends. Little did you know this guy had a game plan. See the man must had some self esteem problems or he was the type, I got to see how many women I can get type dude.

You begin to ignore certain things. You just thought that the two of them were just good friends. You knew this man loved you. You didn't want to believe anything else. Then one day while you were at his home. A woman pops up at the house. The woman is questioning him about who you were... He comes out and say, oh she just one of my homegirls. (((((((((((WHAT)))))))))))?  You just looked that them both, turn your head and kept on doing what you were doing. Waiting for the woman to leave so you can say your peace.
Once she did leave you asked him about it.. His only answer was " We aren't together"... You thinking the whole time you was this mans girlfriend. It looked, smelled, and acted like one. Just that phrase shut you up. Cause in a few the two of you would be back at doing the do...

By this time yall being "SEEING" each other for a few years.. You started wondering why one of your homegirls become so interested in your relationship.. It started too look like she was talking to your man more than you were. A few times she would tell you about things that you and him discussed. You still trying to figure out how the two of them got close. Cause it was a point and time She flat out told you She didn't like the ground he walked on. You keep quiet, you know somethings up but you choose to investigate more.. Then it seems all your homegirls and some co workers knew something. They would always ask you are you ok... Is something wrong or where is your man....  This went on for a few months...

Oneday you and your homegirls go out.. They are acting as if they wanted to tell you something.. Yet they never did.. You was also wondering why your man called her while you was with her. Yet he hasn't called you ALL day LONG.. You get home and you tried calling him over and over.. He never picked up the phone. You go over his house.. He never answered the door.. All the cars are parked where they should be but no sign of him. You go back home. You take the time to collect your thoughts. Then you head to bed because something is not right.. It is something going on...

Then that morning you get a call from your friend girl.. Your man wants to F me. He has been telling me that for awhile now. I even let a few of our friends listen to the conversation.. When I came to you to you to tell you. I knew you wouldn't believe me. So I wanted them to know so I had proof..  At that time your heart drops. Your body aches.. You didn't know what to do.  You hang up with your friend.. Then you call your man...

"Hello" He seems to already know what's up. You ask him did he say it.. He tried not to admit it.. Trying so hard for him not to hear you crying.. You kept asking him.. Then he says Yes, I want to F your friend. You ask him why and all he can say is, Cause I know I can..   You hung up on him... At this point you are mad at both of them. For a few days you are constantly reminded about everything that has happened.. You start putting two and two together...

You now lost all trust in your man.. You no longer feel he is your soul mate. You being to question your worth, faith, and your purpose of living.. Yet wait... It gets better...


To be Continued...



"one thing I hate the most is for someone to sneak behind my back"

You will see what goes around comes around...

That man in that story will learn what Love means.. He will learn that Sex with different women is not like what he had with the other woman. The woman who loved him.. He will also learn that his lying and not being honesty in a relationship, will cause him heartache and pain in the long run...

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