As of this moment I am going through something real big.. I am trying to keep myself so busy so I won't think of the downfall of everything. I know that we all have our own lives to live. Some of us don't know how to ration out time.
Last week, I text my Crush. I believe I did it last Monday. I get a text back on Wednesday. Saying hello.. Me and my smartass.. I was like WOW I am so shocked.. I got a response out of you. Well he says now he has NO FREE time what so ever... Ok I understand that you work weekends... I understand you take your daughter to school every morning... Ok.. I don't understand what you do between 8am to the following 8am...
I believe he struck a nerve in me. I had to just bust out saying things that I think I wouldn't have. I am so trying to control my anger issue. I said that I can not always have my way.
So then it comes to another one of my friends. I understand hers though. She has 2 young children, a live in ass hole and she goes to school. So me not able to talk and cry to her. That is just out of the question right now. I don't even bother...
Well it made me come to the conclusion.. I am going to start being Too Damn Busy.. I am always there for these people. I am always there when they having a problem. I have now made myself officially unable to help you.. I am just to busy.. I have no free time.
I am about to go through a life experience that I have to give 100 percent of my time, effort, and patience too... Plus I got my hours back at work.. So I am not only going to be busy.. I am going to be tired out of my mind.. LOL
I also need to start blogging more. I have so much on my brain, I just don't know where to start...
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