I've been trying to find out a better way to tell a person something. I have tried telling them this before. It seems that they can't grasp the concept of it. I've known this person since 98. He is a wonderful guy and we have similar interest. The last couple of years, he wants to meet. All these years we never met. He is a very nice guy. I see him as a friend.
It has became a little bothersome to me. Everyday him confessing his love for me. Telling me how beautiful I am. It's great... What woman wouldn't like that? I am truly flattered. I just can't see
beyond the fact we are just friends.
I can't take that next step with him. I am still hung up over my last relationship. I am still dealing with the issues that I have. I need to be clear minded as I continue this process. I can't allow another person in my life. Especially a person I view as a friend. I think we are better that way. I rather have a friend in my corner than someone that resents me. I have came to the conclusion that I am not the person to have a relationship with. Hey the last one was a friend and look at us now. I don't want to loose what we have.
I don't know what it is going to take to make him understand.. I really don't want to hurt him or his feelings.
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