This economy...

This is ridiculous. I have been looking for a part time 2nd job. See at my job I am only getting around 25 hours a week. This is crazy knowing that I am full time. The business is really slow right now and it is driving me nuts. I am really struggling to make it right now.

It seems like this time every year I get really mad about my financial situation. I am also going on my 4 year without getting a raise. I know that sucks and I feel like it is going to get worst. I am about to get my budget in order once again. I have to also let go off somethings once again. My cell will be cut off until I can get back on my feet. Due to this ordeal.. It is getting my spirits down.

I don't even want to a party on Saturday. They want all of us to bring something and I won't even have extra to bring. So I might be just chilling at home once again on the weekend. I don't want to borrow the money cause they will bring me further in debt.

So keep me all in your prayers that I don't flip out... I am sitting here thinking why am I even working.. So many people abuse the system and I just don't understand those of us who work so hard still get shytted upon..