In my state of mind right now... I really can't say what I want... I live in a confused state of chaos.. I want love, just the last time I tried it, I became so broken that I am not even fair to myself.. When I love, I love hard.. My life becomes so consumed with the person I fell in love with that everything else seems so off course..
Sex is a minute of some type of pleasure.. I feel good and I can walk away with not a feeling at all.. So I am good with that.. See just awhile back I had a lover and all I wanted from him was sex.. He had a life of his own.. I had mine.. So when we came together it was sex.. Then when things became to much for the both of us.. We parted ways.. So my heart wasn't involved and I was able to go back to my routine.. So that was good for me
Again there are times when being in love and sexing the person you love brings the happy person in me.. I can't say that I am able to give my heart again. I know they say move on and keep living.. I am so afraid to give it away again..
So I choose SEX!!
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Well put.
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